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  SpoilerLucy deals with a lot of dysphoria, a lot of her comments in those moments are harsh to herself and it has a lot of internal transphobia. Talks of Religious and parental trauma. Lucy also has dependency issues that are hinted at within her way of wanting sex.

  [colpse]Lucy's POV

  It was morning! Morning's always felt nice but today was especially what was most important. It was important for one very important reason, today Albert was coming over. He was going to be coming over and we were going to spend the afternoon together. It was exciting more so then going to his new pce, cause I was given the opportunity to be Lucy. I could be in my apartment and not need to leave and disguise myself.

  So yes maybe due to the excitement, I woke up a little early. Yet after some ying in bed reading, I got the energy to head and start this very exciting day. That all begun with heading out into the kitchen to have some breakfast and do a few of my morning task. Thankfully, so far I wasn't riddled with the nerves I had on our first meeting so I wouldn't be a starving mess when Albert arrived, though his cooking would be nice to have again.

  With two of my estrogen pills slipped underneath my tongue and a close shave of my face done, I wandered out into the kitchen. The first thing I noticed was, that Theo, my semi recently aquired roommate, was up way earlier than usual. She was just sitting on a stool, having breakfast and a coffee assumedly. From that I wondered how long she must of been up for. When she noticed me she gave a happy little smile and then went to take another sip.

  "Good morning," I said, though it was pretty muffled with me trying to keep the two pills under my tongue.

  "Gawd, say it after you've drunk some water, Lucy." She giggled seconds ter, and I turned a light shade of red at the comment. I was still kind of getting used to her knowing me/Lucy. Even though right now, and whenever I was in the main area of the dorm, I was just dressed as Lucky she still made a point to call me Lucy and just see me as a girl. It was nice hearing it but didn't feel like I deserved it with my current presentation. She had expined it was her way to ease me into girlmoding around the apartment, cause I didn't feel comfy doing it. She had been doing this ever since she found that basket of my/Lucy's clothing which cause us to have that whole conversation. She made sure I wasn't to uncomfortable about her calling me Lucy, and then promised she will not push girlmoding as long as she had unrestrained access to my name whenever we were alone. Yes the deal didn't make complete sense I know.

  This whole thing happened a few weeks into her living here and I still wondered if I regretted the whole thing. I had fallen asleep with my clothes in the dryer, and she had been kind to put them away, finding clothes that hadn't been Lucky's. It would happen at some point, but it happened, and now she knew. I just remember how bad my panicking had been when I first found out she knew with a note on the coffee next to the couch I had fallen asleep on. Thankfully Mary (who had recommended Theo as my roommate) reassured me that she was safe, but I was still a mess for a bit and still was a little ashamed about it.

  Putting some bread into the toaster, I begun a routine as Theo when back to looking at her phone. Grabbing out some Jam and butter, I waited for the toast to pop up so I could get to work. Thankfully during this time my pills were dissolving and I'd be able to actually chat soon. The toast popped up and I begun to make breakfast. Once it was all done, I made a pte pced it down next to Theo at the bench and then moved towards the fridge.

  Putting back the butter and Jam, I grabbed out one of the gss bottles of water we left in there to provide us with colder water. It was our way of dealing with city water without flooding our apartment with pstic bottles. Filling up a cup and then taking a sip, I washed away the bits of medicine away. A little regretfully cause it hadn't completely dissolved but I wanted to chat.

  "Morning" attempt two.

  "Morning, Lucy." Theo looked up from her phone and took another bite at her toast as I saqt down next to her.

  "What's got you up early on a Saturday?" I asked curiously.

  "You missy", she pointed at me.

  "What?"

  "You heard me," she eyed me as I turned around 'to make my breakfast' but really just didn't want to face her. I knew this conversation was coming, I dodged it all afternoon yesterday. "You have a guy coming over, and I wasn't around when you st met him. Which I will comment, honestly sounds super dangerous, Lucy."

  "It wasn't; Albert protected me." I shrugged.

  "It was dangerous cause of him, Lucy," she stared bnkly, "like he was going on a date with a university-aged woman and then take her to his hotel room. That sounds dangerous Lucy. I just think you need to think about precautions and your own safety."

  "I'm-"

  "Don't even say it" she looked at me, she had been drilled on some of my bad self comments by Mary and now was just as bad as Mary and Albert were, when it came to reprimanding me for my self deprecating 'jokes'. I was just going to point out how I was a guy with him which okay, yeah maybe it wasn't really a joke but-

  "It was fine. I'm fine. This will be fine. It will be like we are just two guys hanging out to watch the game," she stared bnkly at me as soon as she heard those particur words come out of my mouth. Yes, maybe I was downpying what was going to happen—we were watching Anime or pying games (I wasn't sure), not sports—but still, it didn't feel scary. Plus there was no way I was going to talk about our other possible pns, cause those would make me die from embarrassment.

  "Okay, one, you are a girl Lucy. I can guarantee Albert does not see you as just one of the guys, especially when you look like this," she said, waving around my whole body; I didn't understand why. I had chosen a very pin and easy to get out of the outfit so I could change as soon as Albert was here. Like yes, it was semi-feminine, I guess, but that was just cause I wasn't hiding the shape of my body, "-which I will add; you look adorable, and I'm happy you are spending more time as Lucy. Though back to the topic, don't act like I don't know you both flirt all the time".

  I squeaked at the assertion. We didn't flirt all the time...

  "What a cute reaction!" she teased.

  My face was completely red at this point, but I stammered through a response: "He just wants to come over to see this new anime I've been wanting to watch." I paused and let out a sigh. We usually just did this sort of thing over Discord, but if he's living here now, we thought it would be nice to do that in person."

  "Gosh, the way you stammer is adorable, Lucy. I don't know how I didn't notice you were a woman when I first moved in," she excimed, smiling at the dispy I was putting on her. "But you need to be conscious of the situation you are putting yourself in. So I just want to know that you will ensure you set boundaries. Then I'll feel good leaving you two alone, I'll be back around 7pm, so I'm not out too long. Still, even after that, I won't bother you two if you want some private time to show him your video game," she finished taking a sip from her morning coffee.

  "I..."

  "Lucy, I just want to make sure you've set some boundaries", she stated without any of the teasing.

  "I have. If we go any further than video games, we both know our limits, and I'll have you and Mary to contact if I need some advice or help."

  "Great, that's a good pn" She smiled and patted me on the head as I hopped into the seat next to her.

  "Thanks, Theo. You do too much for me," I said as I started to eat my toast.

  "No problem, though I'll be chatting with this Albert person when he gets here," she said, giving me a stupid smirk as she spoke.

  "Theo!" I whined as I turned red and then let out a sigh,

  She giggled, "It is fine. I grew up with two brothers and never got to have a little sister. So helping you is just like having a little sis."

  "You would have teased her as much as you do towards me?" I questioned.

  "Of course, what are little siblings even for if you don't tease them" she quipped.

  "You're awful," I said, sighing, "but thanks, Theo. I didn't know it would be like this when you moved in. Yet I'm delighted it is"

  "Aw, Lucy! I'll be here for you, Lucy, don't worry."

  Alberts POV

  I had about an hour until I would head over to Lucy's. She'd been so excited since I told her on Friday afternoon. She and Mary had come over to help with the final move-in of the apartment. It wasn't much, but having Lucy here and meeting Mary in person was lovely overall. It was sad that Theo hadn't come, but I'd meet her today. That afternoon was sweet, I showed them around the pce, and then they helped put all the little things in the boxes away. Thankfully, I'd put away the more ludacris items, especially Lucy's present. I present, I'd give her today, but for now, it had to stay hidden.

  It had been a hectic two weeks, from finding out I was moving here to figuring out a pce to live on short notice and moving out of my old pce. The city, for some reason, thankfully had apartments if you were being paid a corporate manager's sary, so thankfully, I wasn't the most stressful part of the whole move. What was awfully stressful was getting out of that stupid lease back home and getting movers in time.

  Thankfully, it all worked out, and I was now in a well-decorated apartment and got to see Lucy on Friday, and I'd also get to see her today. It was the first time she'd just be Lucy. She'd been excited about the idea of me coming to her apartment where it wouldn't be scary for her to be Lucy. We hadn't agreed on a time; I wasn't sure how busy I would be. Although secretly, I was silently hoping that I would be able to the weekend of my arrival.

  For now, I just needed to pass the st hour before it was time to go see Lucy. That meant reading through some work documents. It was all documents that I knew the job would want me to know about.

  My phone rang. It was on the couch, so I didn't get distracted. I didn't expect any phone calls until I started working. Usually, anyone outside work would reach out other ways, except for Khloe, who was calling.

  "Hey, Albert!" Khloe spoke as soon as I picked up.

  Sitting on the couch, I replied, putting the phone on speaker mode, "Hi, Khloe."

  "How's the move going?" she asked with a little sing-song tone.

  "Good, all done. The removalist did much of the heavy lifting, and I had some help on Friday for the smaller things."

  "Ooooo, was the help that Lucy girl?" she asked. I'd been around this woman for too long, and I knew she was using the same thing she'd done with the women she met wherever we went. When they start to fall, Khloe wants to get information from the woman. Usually, it was a lot more kink-reted than just love-life stuff, and yet here she was, using it for the exact opposite person she'd use it on.

  "Don't do that on me." I rolled my eyes, even though she couldn't see it.

  "Oh, what do you mean" she acted coy.

  "That tone you used on girls when we went out. When they were ying in your p or looking up at you starry-eyed."

  "Oh, Albert, darling, I'm a lesbian. I don't like you like-"

  "Khloe, that's not what I meant," I sighed, "and you know it. I'm not used to your antics anymore."

  Khloe ughed through the phone. At least one of us was having a fun time.

  "Goodness, I needed that", she sighed as she stopped ughing.

  "Is that the reason you called me?" I asked.

  "No, you being so bashful around this, Lucy, makes me want to tease you. It's a delicious new side of you, Albert; plus, I've been busy and haven't had time to bully."

  "I am not a sub nor a woman; I don't know why you think teasing me will fulfil that need", I stated.

  "True, but it was still fun." She chuckled, "Now then, so she was over?"

  "Yes, she and a friend of hers helped out with a bunch of the boxed stuff," I expined.

  "Aw, no alone time for the two of you?" she joked.

  "Khloe.... No it wasn't like that. I knew her friend from online interactions, so it was nice to meet her. I'm also going to see her today, over at her apartment."

  "Aw goodness, I see goodness I'm excited to meet this woman."

  I rolled my eyes and wished she could see, "I did talk to her about how you offered a double date."

  "Finally Albert! I get to see this mythical Lucy who captured Albert."

  "Hold on Klhoe, it's complicated," I replied. It had been a whole conversation with Lucy. She wanted to, but that meant going out as Lucy, and she hadn't done that yet. Her nervousness still took hold of her, and she wasn't sure if she could.

  "Oh," there was a disappointment in that 'oh', "what makes it complicated."

  I knew Khloe was cool, so this will be fine. Lucy said she should see if we would ever do the double date, or I just introduced the two.

  "She's nervous about it. Or more in general being herself out in public."

  "Huh?" she questioned, "why is she scared? Did you somehow get even more kinky?"

  "No!" I sighed. Lucy was comfortable with me telling her. We still have to make pn for if we do the dinner and where but Lucy was okay with me telling Khloe to make sure it wasn't going to upset Khloe. I highly doubted that but still it was good to check, "Khloe. Lucy is trans. She is amazing, but she is also terrified of how people might look at her. She's better now; she has improved so much but is still scared to go out in person. To be honest, I don't even know how people see her as anything but a woman. She still wears her boy clothes when out. She would want to meet you all as the real Lucy, not just Lucy stuck wearing a barely held-up mask."

  "Oh"

  Lucy's POV

  The time slipped away as I impatiently sat at the edge of the couch, waiting for Albert. Any moment now, he'd arrive, and the intercom would ring. I was so excited to show off, to show him a new outfit I got, and that excitement was making the seconds tick by slower and slower. Theo was next to me. She was ready to head out but was waiting until she had a chat with Albert at 1:1 and then together with me. I was okay with it; Theo had become an older sister-type role in my life even in the short time she'd been here. If she thought this was something she should do, it was a little embarrassing cause I knew she was thinking what we might do.

  It's not like I hadn't thought about it. I had done a lot more than just thinking about it. Especially when I had been texting Albert st night, we had definitely done more than just think about it. It made me squirm, thinking about the possibility. Albert would be here, and we'd have some private time to be with each other. There was a lust that I had that made me want more than just hanging out. That was the context of the meeting. I imagined so much and told Albert about it, then fantasized about it as I fell asleep. I wanted things to happen, but that also filled me with a fear that I couldn't dodge.

  I was trans. I had a body that wasn't an actual woman's body. I had parts that I was ashamed of and areas on my body that I didn't want to see. Things were just different about me than a normal woman, and I wondered if the fantasy of me would all break for Albert when he saw me naked. Sure, I can wear clothes and makeup, and he can see a partial girl, but that would change when I didn't wear anything. When I couldn't hard the scars of testosterone that had ruined my body. Would we, as a couple, break down then? He'd been with women before, he'd told me about the adventures, and I had adored hearing about it. Hearing about this life, the people he met and spent nights with. Even about that work friend Khloe and how they'd go to clubs together. Finding others to dom together, but from all I understood, it was cis women; how would I compare. Could I compare? Would our retionship self-destruct at that point? That terrified me. It terrified me that this could end it all. That this could be the st time we-

  Then the intercom rang, and my fear halted as I sprung to attention. Unless it was some package that Theo or I had ordered, it had to be him.

  "Lucy, you got that?" Theo looked at me with concern flooding out of her.

  "Yep." While wandering to the intercom, I noticed my body shaking. My hands were still trembling even if the intercom ringing had halted my internal panic, but I still panicking. I caught Theo's eyes. She was looking at me with concern from the table.

  "You are going to be fine, Lucy", she reassured me as I nodded and wandered over to the intercom to ensure it didn't ring out.

  "Hello?" I spoke into the intercom.

  "Hey Lucy", my heart dropped! It was Albert! I knew it was going to be, but it was!

  "Albert! I'll be down in a second" I let go of the intercom and quickly grabbed my keys, "Theo, I'm getting Albert!".

  I looked back, and she smiled with a gentle nod. It looked like she was getting up from the table but not following me out of the apartment. Heading out the door, I wandered down the sets of stairs and then hopped out into the foyer, where I saw Albert at the main entrance of the apartment building. The excitement crushed my nervousness mere seconds ago, and I could see him standing by the entrance through the gate. He looked so amazing! This was heaven; this was the fantasy I had for years as I grew close to Albert, and now he was here.

  "Albert!" I called out as I skipped over to the gate.

  I was so happy when he offered to come over that Friday night. It had been a really nice night, and just as Mary and I were prepping to leave, he asked me about seeing me again. I was so excited—he wanted to come over and hang out and watch a new anime I'd found. We didn't discuss any of the more intimate things until Saturday night.

  "Hey Lucky", he smiled as I opened the door, "you look good".

  I shook my head but couldn't help but hug him. My mind didn't care about any looks this might get me. It's not like I was really in boy mode right now; I had makeup and stuff on and was just wearing clothes that could be quickly removed. Of course, I didn't put this on so that it could be taken soon off-able for intimate stuff. It was that way, so while I assumed Theo had a private chat with Albert, I'd get to change into something lovely!

  "I'll look even better once we are back up there. Now follow me," I giggled as I released the hug.

  Taking the lead, I guided him back to my apartment. As we walked, I ashamedly didn't look back at him. I was still struggling, my anxiety coming back as we wandered back through the apartment building. I was too nervous to look back, but I at least tried to keep up the small talk, but it was difficult. I hope Albert understood.

  Then suddenly, his voice crept closer. We had just entered our block of apartments and were entering inside, but just as we turned the corner, Albert was right up next to me. He'd caught up and was looking at me with that gentle smile of his.

  "Lucy, are you okay? You look nervous," he asked gently.

  "Nervous?" I asked, looking up at him and then at my hands, noticing they were shaking. "Yeah," I spoke quietly.

  He called me Lucy. We were roaming through the inside of the building now, passing by apartments, and it was nerve-wracking.

  What if someone was in their apartment and could hear us

  What if they then heard my voice? Albert had called me Lucy

  What if- "Take my hand," Albert said, gesturing out his hand and gently offering it to me. I obeyed instantly, following his order. Then, helplessly, I pulled myself closer to be up against his body. It was a comfort I needed right now, and it was working perfectly.

  "You look amazing, Lucy," he whispered into my ear as his hand, which I wasn't clinging to, ruffled my hair.

  "Hey, I just brushed that earlier!" I protested as he let out a chuckle. Yet he didn't stop, and I didn't mind at all. I was his, and it felt nice feeling his body touching mine as we finally moved to my apartment's floor. Then, I guided him over to my apartment.

  "This is us" I pointed to Theo's and my door, and then Albert and I wandered up to the door, still clinging to me.

  Once we reached the door, Albert knocked on it, seemingly deciding I was too caught up to unlock it. I let out a little giggle at the scene. I was a mess, and I adored it.

  Theo opened the door and instantly grew a smile seeing the scene in front of her, which only made me burrow further into Albert. I'd never shown Theo this side of me. It was embarrassing, but this was me, wasn't it?

  "Come on in, you two", she smiled, wandering away from the entrance and over to the kitchen bench.

  I was filled with emotions. Albert was here, and I was here in person. I was star-struck. This felt too unbelievable, but it was real. Albert was standing next to me, and he had just been holding my hand. I was frozen. I didn't know what to do. I wasn't even nervous; I was just in shock and awe. What could I do but look up at him?

  "Goodness, you two are cute!" Theo excimed as she looked at the two of us. Why don't you show him around Lucy?"

  "Oh!" she knocked me out of whatever that was, "Um yeah, follow me."

  "Sure, Lucy, and hi, Theo. It's nice to meet you." Albert let go of me, and I took a deep breath.

  "Thanks. Once Missy' Head in Space' is done with the tour, I'd love to chat!" Theo called out as I began to guide him.

  "Of course," Albert replied. I followed up behind him as I pointed out the two bedrooms and the two bathrooms. There really wasn't much to show; there was one corridor for the bedrooms and bathrooms. So yeah, it took barely thirty seconds for us to be back at the kitchen bench.

  "Did you have a good tour?" Theo asked as soon as we returned to the kitchen bench.

  "Yes, you both have a nice pce", Albert replied.

  "Thanks, it's a lot of Lucy's doing," Theo said as I shook my head. She'd been the one who had given the pce a lot more of a homey vibe. I kept it all together, and I was the one home most of the time. The art decorating the pce was mainly mine from cons, but we'd chosen from my collection, and a lot of the rest was in my room.

  "You did a lot, Theo!" I argued, "It's a lot of your eye for design. I just have helped keep it all together."

  "Nope," Theo smiled, sticking her tongue out. Now, why don't you go get ready, and I'll chat with Albert before I leave you two alone?"

  "Okay, just don't be mean." I turned around and headed for my room while Theo giggled at the statement.

  Alberts POV

  Lucy wandered into her bedroom. We didn't stay long in a while on her tour. Yet goodness was it very much hers; clothes littered the floor a little, and her plushies decorated many beds. Followed by art hanging all over the pce. She hadn't given me an apparent reason for what she was doing in there; I could only assume she was changing clothes. That little 'I'll look even better once we are back up there', was almost certainly her saying she would change. Honestly, she looks terrific, even in that outfit from earlier. With the makeup she put on, she looked terrific and especially seemed more confident than st Friday. While Lucy was doing that, I was seemingly assigned a chat with Theo.

  Theo didn't look much older than Lucy, but Lucy had told me she was in a senior role in some sort of Tech job I had forgotten. Her auburn red hair was pinned back in a ponytail, with a skirt top and blouse combo that showed off the shape of her body.

  "Sooooo" she looked at me. My mind wandered back to yesterday when Lucy expined that Theo was happy to leave us alone but just wanted to chat with me first. Our conversation devolved from there quickly, with Lucy's mind fantasizing and her spilling those fantasies to me. I was definitely in the same boat. I was happy to do whatever with Lucy. I enjoyed spending time with her, but having private time with her was an enticing desire.

  "So?" I looked back at her questioning.

  "I'm going to be heading out. Leaving you with Lucy... alone."

  "Lucy had told me you'd be away most of the afternoon."

  "Yeah, which I am happy to do. As long as you aren't dangerous to Lucy?"

  "I wouldn't dare think about being dangerous. Lucy means a lot to me," I told her confidently. It made sense to question me. I'd never put anyone in a dangerous situation, especially with Lucy, I knew she was delicate, and I learned to take care of her. I knew that her anxiety could rule her thoughts in seconds. I knew she was self-conscious about being trans. I knew she could get dysphoric.

  She seemed nervous even just before, and her shaking got bad after she hugged me. Yet a little hugging seemed to calm her down a lot.

  "I can see you can care for people, but I'm worried. You're not going to freak out about her being trans? I care for her like she's my little sister; I've read bad experiences of trans people, especially from post-nut crity for you men; the shame turns into violence, and I don't want that with Lucy. I'll ensure she doesn't get into a situation like that."

  "I don't think we'd be going that far. Even if we did that, I could never be ashamed of doing it with Lucy. She's just like any other woman for me; I do not care about how she was born," I stated sternly, and it seemed that Theo trusted me as she gave back a slight smile. Of course, I had more proof that I hadn't reacted in the past to her when we'd done things like a long-distance couple.

  "You know that she's-"

  "Yes", I cut her off. She would talk about Lucy's body, and I knew it was okay to ask, especially when we could be intimate tonight. Yet I knew Lucy wouldn't want us talking about her like that. "I understand, but as much as I understand, you want to ensure she's safe. I'm just going to point out that I don't think we need to talk about particurs of her body."

  "T-that makes sense" She shook herself and sighed, "Yeah, you're right. I just Lucy gave some information on you. You've been with others while you're her first time. I just need to ensure there won't be an abrupt part of my mind that freaks out."

  "There isn't. I love Lucy for much more than her body, and I adore her body and watching it bloom into something she's more happy to live in."

  "Goodness, you really are as great as Mary said you were. It seems like I won't be disappointing Lucy by kicking you out," she said.

  "You could do that?" I questioned.

  "I'd try, or I'd just stay and keep an eye on the two of you" she shrugged.

  "Oh".

  "So well, um. Hi, my name is Theo, and I'm Lucy's roommate."

  "I'm Albert. Interesting route of dialogue," I commented.

  "I had to make sure she'd be safe," she said, "before we could just chat."

  "That makes sense. It's nice to know Lucy is building a safety network outside of me," I replied.

  "Yeah, Mary told me a little bit about what she was like when they first became friends," Theo said as she approached one of the kitchen bench stools.

  "She's had some troubles, but she has improved so much. I'm so proud of her."

  "Even in the little time I've roomed with her, I've seen it."

  We both shared a moment of strange pride in another person with whom we had no blood ties. It was sad that Lucy didn't have any people with blood ties to be proud of her.

  "So I heard you are in Tech?" I asked.

  "Oh, not like Lucy or Mary. I'm just in the marketing firm for this tech company. I am not a techy person like Mary or Lucy; it has just never been my thing," she expined.

  "Oh wow. When you were moving in, Lucy expined that your company had given you a promotion in this city, or was it something else, I can't quite remember."

  "No, I found a new job that paid 50% more than my old work was willing to offer. I just couldn't say no to that."

  "Oh, congrats, nice find; this city is lovely."

  "Thanks. How did moving go for you?" she asked. " Thanks for inviting me over on Friday; sorry I couldn't make it."

  "There is no need for apologies. The removalist helped with a lot of the bigger stuff, while Lucy and Mary were amazing help with everything else on Friday," I expined.

  Theo didn't say anything, though. She just looked past me at something that had left her star-struck. She wasn't even saying anything; she just looked at whatever it was. Curiosity hit me as I turned around and saw the greatest sight in the world.

  Lucy's POV

  I was freaking out, my body was shaking once again, and I didn't know what to do. I had set up my outfit before, so it wasn't that long until I was dressed entirely in a cute bck skirt that almost fell to my knees. Bck thigh highs that I adored that reached all the way up to my butt. With an added button-up blouse and comfy vest. Yet once it was on, and even if I concluded it was a nice outfit, how could I go out like this. It wasn't like when I shared pictures with Albert. I couldn't ensure it would be the perfect angle I showed him. I couldn't hide or filter out the parts of me that looked horrible. Once I stepped out of my bedroom, I'd be vulnerable and unable to hide from Albert's and Theo's judgment.

  I was panicking and thought I looked horrible. I didn't dare look over at the mirror. I didn't want to see my man-ish face and how it ruined the outfit. I could put on all the makeup I wanted, but I still doubted I could make my face look good. I was probably a disaster, and he'd see me, and whatever part of him saw me as a woman would die. I'd also lose Theo's kindness; she'd probably built up this Cinderel-type vision of me. Yet it would shatter now; I was just a man in a woman's clothes. I'd lose having an older sister who cared about me, about Lucy...

  My throat was getting tight, and I knew I was going to cry. The idea that I was going to cry only made me panic more. I would cry and ruin my makeup, and then there would be no saving this. I shook myself. I couldn't ruin my one hope. If I didn't move now and I started to cry, I'd ruin all my work. If I didn't go out, I'd destroy all of my work, and then there would be no chance of Albert or Lucy. I had to do this; I'd ruin the whole afternoon if I didn't. Even if I was a mess, Theo would save me, and Albert was kind; he would understand.

  So I took a deep breath and then wandered out of my bedroom. The two were chatting. Theo had warned me she wanted to talk with Albert alone st night. She wanted to make sure I'd be safe around him, even though this was the second time I'd been alone with him. The only difference would be that I was in something other than PJs or boymoding. Yet I relented. I knew Theo cared, and I was hopeful that the two would become friends.

  Simple movements.

  Stepping towards the door.

  Opening the door.

  Wandering down the hall.

  Enter the central area.

  Get stunned cause of their looks-

  As I entered the room, the conversation died instantly. Theo was the first to notice me as she was just about to reply. Albert had just said something I didn't listen to, and it left the conversation dead without Theo replying. I wiggled in pce, slowly seeping into an anxious mind space. Yet it soothed when I saw Albert look at me. He seemed confused about why Theo was looking at me, but his face changed as soon as he saw me. His eyes lit up as he looked at me. The way his eyes wandered on my body made me feel so lovely. Heat floated up to my face, and I felt both of them continue to be utterly speechless in my appearance. Was it that bad? Did I look stupid? Why weren't they saying anything?

  With this whole situation, how couldn't I become a blushing mess? Albert, the man I had so many fantasies of, was eyeing me with a look that made me want to squeeze my thighs together and squirm in pce. He was looking at me with starry eyes and so much happiness. There wasn't some predatory lust there on his face, but there was a desire, it seemed, and that made me so happy. Knowing that I could do that, that my body could look that good, he lusted for me.

  At this point, my blush became more embarrassed as the two stayed speechless, looking at me. Yeah, it was nice, but it was also starting to make me self-conscious.

  "Um," I said, trying to knock two out of their little look fest on my outfit.

  Thankfully, it knocked the two out of whatever spell I had captured them with as Theo jumped off her chair and instantly rushed up to me to bring me into her grasp.

  "Lucy, you look amazing!" she excimed, hugging me tighter. I looked up to see Albert was also off his chair and smiling at me. Honestly, I can't believe you hide all this in those guy clothes. You look so much better this way." The compliments made me blush and smile even more. I was so happy to know it wasn't a disaster.

  Theo let go and looked me over once again. " The outfit really looks good on you, and my goodness, does it suit you!" she excimed as Albert approached.

  "You look wonderful, Lucy," Albert said as I squirmed in pce and looked down, too embarrassed to look him in the eyes.

  "I'll be right back," Theo said, letting go of me, although I was still helplessly looking at the floor from all the attention.

  "Lucy, come on, look up," he asked gently. He was closer now. This was too much for me. This sort of praise, in person, had only been things that I dreamt about. Albert was right here with me, and he liked how I looked. I was so happy that that fantasy could all be honest. That I could be a woman in others' eyes. That I could be his. That I could be his woman.

  "O-okie," I replied, slowly looking up at him. He was right next to me, his eyes looking into mine as we met.

  "You look beautiful, Lucy. You had looked cute earlier, but now you look wonderful, and I know this suits you so much more. There isn't just Lucy when you look close enough; it's just you no more of that silly mask," he spoke as I wrapped my arms around him.

  "I was so scared, Albert! I thought I would look bad in front of both of you," I whispered, in case somehow speaking the words would make them true. Yet I needed to say them because I hoped Albert would wash them all away.

  "You have no need to be scared. You looked good then, and you look amazing now. Lucy, it was so hard in public to see you as anything other than Lucy, even in your adorable attempts at boymoding."

  I was the one who was speechless now; how could that be true.

  "Ahem," Theo coughed as her door opened, and she entered the kitchen. Sorry to interrupt, but I thought before you two have your 'hang out', as our cute Lucy put it, I thought I'd say bye and then be on my way. "I was bright red, and Theo saw me all cuddly against Albert.

  "Lucy is adorable, aren't you, Lucy?" Albert replied, and I angrily stuck my tongue out at him. I let go of the hug, and he chuckled. "It was nice to have that chat, Theo; sorry for intruding on your space".

  "It's fine. Lucy will repay me by giving me all the details of your hangout," she giggled. I blushed bright red and started shaking my head. No way was this going to happen.

  "N-no, I w-"I tried to speak but was interrupted by Theo again.

  "See you both ter, Lucy. You have my number if you need it; if you feel uncomfortable, call me; emergency, call me; need me to hit someone over the head, call me" She changed the topics, and I was left pouting.

  "I will, but there's no need to worry" I reaffirmed.

  "Alright, well, have fun. I'll be back around dinner," she replied, and then the door closed, Leaving Albert and me alone. It wasn't the first time we'd been alone, but it also kind of did feel that way. Last time, I was mainly Lucky for most of the night, but here I was just being Lucy.

  "She's a great roommate for you," Albert said as I turned to look at him instead of the door.

  "Yeah, she is", I replied. Theo had been the perfect roommate. She understood my problems and was kind and caring about it all. I was so scared when she found out, but she had been caring the whole time. I remember the night of panic, of Mary reassuring me, and then Albert doing the same, although he had only the context from Mary. Yet it had all turned out wonderful; we chatted, and she said she had her suspicions about me being trans (it's hard to hide the shape of my body when those clothes are super annoying to wear) and didn't care at all now that she knew. Though I guess 'didn't care' was the wrong word cause she did care; she adored having basically what she belled as her little sister. She hadn't been able to help out too much due to my shame of not wanting to be seen like this; I don't think I looked good.

  Yet here I was with Albert looking at me, and I couldn't deny that he wasn't annoyed by how I looked. I'd be more happy to be myself at home now that it seemed they didn't think I looked awful.

  "What's on your mind, cutie? You went quiet for a bit," he asked, gently stroking my head.

  "Just um, this is all a lot. I didn't think you two would like how I looked, and now that you both do, maybe I'll wear clothes I actually like more often here."

  "You should; you look so much happier right now or that night when you just got to be Lucy with me. It was a little sad seeing you on Friday hiding again."

  "Oh, I'm sor-"

  "You have nothing to apologise for, Lucy. You were still lovely to have, and it was nice seeing you and meeting Mary for the first time in person."

  "I see," I said, trying not to become self-deprecating. He was completely right, though. I was more comfortable like this, even if I didn't feel like I looked good.

  "Now, why don't we py some video games?" he said as he wandered over to the couch. I followed behind him as he sat down, and I went over to my Switch to set up to py.

  We pyed video games for a bit. It was an excellent choice: a co-op adventure game. We sted for about an hour before we switched to a shower to watch for a bit. I was kind of a little bit exhausted, and so I took advantage of my sleepiness to rest my head on his shoulder. It was nice. I just got to watch the show while feeling his body warmth.

  Yet, as the show ended, I felt his arms wrap around me as he picked me up from where I had been lying next to him. This was embarrassing. I wasn't that small, and there was no reason to pick me up when we were both sitting on the couch. "You look lovely, Lucy", he teased, and of course he would.

  "I don't... Hey, put me down!" I squirmed, already bright red.

  "Sure," he said, pcing me on his p and then wrapping his arms around me once again as I let out an embarrassing sound that I won't repeat. He'd obviously heard because he couldn't help but comment on the dispy: " Adorable as always, warned you I'd do that."

  "I didn't think you were actually going to do it…" I muttered. He had told me he would pick me up. He wanted to do a lot of things today, and I told him a lot of things I—well, um—wanted him to do to me.

  "You were adorable resting on my shoulder, but I thought you might like it more in my p," he commented, and I burned brightly from the comment.

  "Y-your p is nice" is all I could reply with

  "Can you give me a Colour, Lucy?" he asked gently, and my heart fluttered. He wanted either a red, yellow or green, a simple way to check my feelings. Even with the embarrassment, I was nothing but a-

  "Green," I answered softly, and Albert took that as an invitation to hold onto me even more.

  "Alrighty princess" The words lingered in my head as he finished speaking them; I couldn't help but squirm from the words. Yet now, whenever I squirmed, I felt his whole body, and that only made me feel more embarrassed. I felt each part of him that was underneath me, and that was so enticing. Knowing that he was feeling me shiver in pleasure and embarrassment whenever his words got to me. He let out a little chuckle in appreciation, "Can you tell me what's on that mind of yours."

  "I'm a little nervous" I took a deep breath, "I missed you so much. I know it's only been since Friday, but I've been impatient thinking about today. ThentodayIwassonervousIgotdysporhicand-"

  "Take a deep breath, please, Lucy," he interrupted. It was easy to follow his request. So I steadied myself and took a deep breath as I leaned into him more and more. Feeling his chest on my back and the warmth wrapping around me as I calmed down, all of these feelings and the ease of anxiety enticed other types of feelings to bubble up to the surface instead.

  "Goodness princess I missed you as well", he replied to how my body moved against his. Which didn't help but make me grow an even brighter shade of red as he wrapped around me with one hand, using the other to mess up my hair with his pats.

  "You are evil", I excimed as I enjoyed the sensation of his touch.

  "You love it", he smiled.

  "Maybe…" I trailed off.

  "So what now princess"

  "We can py more of the game; it's why you came over anyway," I shrugged. I knew we both desired a different sort of thing from today.

  "We can, sure, but the reason why I came was to be with you. Doesn't matter what we do," his words made me wiggle even more. How could he say that while I was in his p? I could feel him underneath me, teasing me and inviting ideas that I... nope, can't have those thoughts too embarrassing!

  "That's what you said we were going to do", I whined and blushed, unsure what to do, I didn't want to py video games. I wanted the other thing we talked about.

  "Of course, but if I remember correctly, there was something else you asked to do."

  "I d-dont remember what you talking about…" I timidly replied.

  "Oh really" he stroked the strand of hair before my face. Moving it away from my eye so we could both see each other clearly, "Cause if I do try and remember", his other hand slipped down to my hips as I let out a little squeak at the touching. The feeling of him feeling my body as I peacefully sat in his comfortable p, right on top of his crotch. "If I remember correctly, I'm pretty sure you were begging for something, my adorable little princess".

  Did that mean he also wanted it to do what we discussed? It was what I wanted, but I wasn't sure if I could admit that. How could I? I was going to have to admit that those fantasies were very much desired.

  "I um, okay… maybe I do remember something", I stuttered out, trying not to become lost in those words. Each time he called me princess, it was so powerful. It made my heart flutter with desire, to be Albert's princess, to be his to take and... ah, I um.

  "Here, would you like some help remembering with a kiss," he asked.

  "Yes, please," he gently aided in turning me around until I was facing him, still in his p. Both of his hands dragged around me. As I gently wrapped my arms around him as well. Our lips met as we both got comfortable, and the kiss began. The taste of his lips was alluring. The gentle cim of his lips on my own was enough to soothe any thoughts that I should not want what I desired. Albert knew what I desired, and he liked it just as badly. I was safe with Albert. I was safe to let myself be me.

  I moved gently away after the kissing took a strain on my breathing. Taking a second to remember to breathe after all that bliss. Albert looked at me, a hunger shown on his face that I hadn't seen in a person before, especially not for me. I'd felt it in his messages but never seen it in person. His hunger for me and, for some reason, this body of mine. Even if it wasn't perfect, he adored me and didn't care if it wasn't ideal; no one ever was. The greatest part of this was I felt the same way; looking at him, I was hungry for him just as much.

  "Oh, did you remember?" he smiled as one of his hands moved further down my back, making me shiver in excitement. His hand slowly went further and further down, and my need increased as his hand lowered.

  "Maybe I need a little more help, please", I begged as his hand slipped down to my skirt. Feeling his hand slip underneath my skirt. Something switched when his hand hit my pantied butt. The gentle squeeze as I finished my begging was all I needed to know before I leaned in once again and parted my lips for me.

  "Of course I can" he happily leaned in as well, and we began to kiss again. This time as my hands wrapped around him, one of his hands was pying with my butt. The feeling of his hand gently squeezing my butt was something I hadn't even thought of, but feeling it right now was glorious. Muffled moans escaped my lips. Slowly, as my moans occurred more and more, it became an invitation for Albert to insert his tongue into my mouth.

  The feeling of his tongue inside me was exciting. The enticing feeling of our tongues pying together only made my lust burn even brighter. It didn't help my lust that his hand was still on my butt. It felt so lovely that I couldn't help but grind into his hand and, consequentially, into his crotch. The more I ground, the more he pyed with the inside of my mouth and my butt; it was so rewarding that I just kept going. It was enchanting; how he pyed with my body felt like nothing I had felt before. I wanted more, and I begged for more with how I moved against him.

  Slowly, heaven ended as his tongue left my mouth. Leaving me as I let out one final moan from him, squeezing my butt one more time as well as leaving my mouth. He gave me a stupid smirk for the moan I had just made. He gave me a look over, appreciating what he had just done, turning me into this thing in heat. As he finished inspecting me, he couldn't help but show how happy he was with his accomplishments.

  "T-that", I let out, though I had to stop as I took another deep breath. I still needed air, and he still had that victorious smirk. The thought of what was next lingered in my mind.

  "What was that, Lucy," he asked as his hand slipped away from my butt to caress my back. His hand helped a lot. I helped slowly steady myself into a position where I could finally talk again without needing to breathe mid-sentence.

  "That was amazing," I attacked him with a hug as I answered him. How couldn't I? That was heaven. That was the greatest thing ever. I had dreamt of this happening, and now that it had happened, I felt like I was in heaven.

  "Princess, that is nothing" he wrapped his arms around me tighter and began slowly kissing my neck as my body shivered from the sensation.

  "I-It f-fweels soooooo gooood" I slurred as my words were barely able to come out. My mind is too busy deep in pleasure. As soon as I stopped trying to talk, his lips met mine again, and the two of us fell onto the couch, making a lovey-dovey mess. I was on top for mere seconds as he turned us both around so that I was the one pressed down onto the couch as he kissed me hungrily.

  Each second, we sat wordlessly, communicating our love through our body movements. From my surrender and reactions to the pleasure of his slow takeover of my whole body, every inch of my body ached to become his as all he did was caress me gently and kiss me.

  Slowly, we calmed down. Each second, his hands slowed down until they were slowly back to simply wrapping around my body, hugging me tightly as his lips moved from mine. We stopped once again, and I wiggled in excitement from how amazing he was making me feel.

  "This is perfect", I whispered, closing my eyes, praying that my mind would memorise every part of this until the day I died. That the warmth as he clung to my body could be memorised, that his lips and hands that made me feel amazing could never leave my memory. The things he ignited as we sat there. I never wanted to forget them, so I prayed to some hypothetical god.

  "You are adorable, Lucy," his voice echoed as he moved us both back to sitting on the couch, me sitting next to him. Opening my eyes, I instantly shifted myself to lean on his shoulder again.

  "I'm happy you liked my outfit," I sighed, resting against him. I thought I just looked like an a-. "

  A flick of my ear interrupted my negative talk, and I let out a little yelp instead.

  "Lucy, I don't think you recognise how little wearing boy clothes hides that body of yours. It screams I'm actually a super adorable woman. Right now, no one would mistake you for being a woman, and I bet some people see a woman when you're trying to boymode," He told me, as I blushed.

  "N-no..." I barely responded, "My voice... my voice gives it away."

  "Lucy, you're practising. It has even improved so much since we first met," Albert reassured me, and he was right. My speech therapist was helping a lot, and I was getting better. It was even getting difficult to turn off this voice. Thankfully, work knew me as shy and didn't expect me to talk much, and for the most part, everywhere else didn't care.

  "You're right", I muttered quietly.

  "Of course I am, Lucy. Goodness, you can be so silly sometimes," his hand gently reached around my body as he pulled me in even tighter. It was so lovely to feel his body so close to mine. We had been close before at that hotel room, but we had never been anywhere near this intimate and I adored the new experience.

  "I'm not being silly," my voice betraying any inclination that I wanted to win this argument. Yet I sat there staring into his eyes. He quickly smiled as he looked down at me in all my blushing glory.

  "The silliest" He ughed as I rubbed against his body. "Goodness, what will I do with a cutie like you." I snuggled into him increasingly, helplessly begging for the warmth I desperately needed. The protective warmth he emitted was just so addictive. However, I was quickly betrayed by the producer of the warmth as he gently hooked his arms underneath my shoulders and propped me up so I was standing. He soon joined me, standing up and smiling as I blushed from how he'd moved me around so quickly.

  "Princess, why don't we move into your bedroom?" his words rang through my head, and I stared into his eyes again. H-he wanted me in the bedroom. Were we going to go further? I wanted him to do more for me, yet this was my first time. It wasn't just my first time that freaked me out; it was the idea that he would see me naked; he'd see my body in all its scars from puberty. All the changes that were warped by testosterone and never able to be changed. I didn't know what to do; I was so scared of how he'd react.

  "S-sure", I stuttered out as millions of thoughts and fears raced through my mind. Anticipation for what I've always dreamt about doing with him, while mixed in with fears about if when he sees my body in person, he'll realise it's inadequate to a woman's body. There were also those thoughts, I had been able to ignore them enough, but he loomed deep inside still, calling out to me. The doll that school and church forged. His voice beckoned me. Yelling to not be this thing. Telling me to retreat from these sinful desires. That this was unbecoming of a son of god. I had always had these thoughts, but Albert and my friends helped me lose them. To show me how bright the world was when I was Lucy and not HIM. It had become so easy to ignore. Not today, though; today, I could hear HIM loudly and clearly. The yelling insults and provoking my inner fears of disappointment. What if my parents knew what I was doing? What if they knew what had become of their son who ran away from them. The son was too scared to tell them the truth, so he fled to a new city.

  The doubt loomed as I looked at Albert. I was inadequate; he would find my body perfect, nothing like the other woman he'd been with. The other woman he'd dommed and gone to bed with, how could I still, with that disgusting thing between my legs, ever be like them. REAL woman. Never seen me unfiltered, never had it be seen without me trying my best to show only cuteness, only feminity to hide the scars and horribleness of my body. Yet every time I had this fear, he had reassured me; he had blown past expectations and adored me even more.

  His face slowly changed as he looked at me. Concern enveloped his whole expression. "Lucy, what's wrong?" he asked, and I almost let the dam break.

  "I'm s-scared", I stuttered out, "you'll see my body; you'll see how inadequate it is. Then there are the echoes of everyone that tells me I shouldn't want this. It is all scary, Albert". He moved closer to gently give me a hug; it was pleasant; it all felt so good. His hand caringly rubbed my back as I whimpered into his shoulders. Insulting myself over and over again into his shirt. Telling him how disgusting I was, how vile this body of mine was. A messed up body scared from puberty, and yet he continued to hold me gently and soothe me.

  "Lucy, I promise you, I will never find your body inadequate. I adore you, and I know your struggles. I will adore you if you have any surgeries, and I will adore you right now. If you don't want to do things right now, we don't need to. I am just happy to spend time with you." His measurements felt so nice.

  "I don't wanna stop. This has been so nice," I told him.

  "We aren't ending it if we don't have sex, princess. We can just y in bed, and you can hold your plushies, and I'll hold you. Or we can hop back onto the couch, watch something, or py more video games."

  I blushed brightly at the way he so nonchantly said sex. Gawd, I knew I was a virgin, but it still was embarrassing to hear moans escape my lips. That's what I wanted, though, and I still enjoyed it even if I was afraid. I'll show him I like it.

  "Albert, I want to do what we both thought of next. I—um, well, I really want to do what we talked about. Please, Albert." I looked up at him, trying my best to beg. Pushing away all the thoughts, I gave him a smile and said, "Daddy, please take me."

  Albert's reaction shifted from concern back into that hunger that I needed. I had seen it throughout the day, and I was happy that my anxiety hadn't made it disappear. I needed him, the need for him to take care of me and take me here. It's what I wanted, and I really hoped he wanted it.

  "Come with me, Lucy," he grabbed my hand, and gently, we adventured into my own room. The anime and video game art decorated my walls, and my collection of plushies neatly sat on my bed. I had also gotten the cleanest floor I could produce other than repcing the carpet to impress Albert, who had always praised me when I cleaned up. I wasn't messy; it usually was just clothes and one or two objects of some sort.

  "It's nice seeing your room and not just for a few seconds on that tour. I suggest tour guides might not be your job, Lucy," he chuckled, wandering to the bed with his hand still holding mine, "Like you didn't even introduce me to all of your adorable plushies. I'm surprised they aren't flooding the room". He let go of my hand gently, and I hopped onto my bed, grabbing Sharky, my bigger Bhaj, to hug while we chatted. Albert had seen my plushies, including my bedroom, through photos many times. It was, after all, my pce to model outfits and show off for Albert. It was a safe haven, and now he was here with me. He also gently sat down next to me, looking over all of my plushies; I just snuggled Sharky - trying to ensure I didn't stain Sharky with makeup.

  "Lucy, can you give me a colour," he asked gently, looking over at me.

  "G-green, though I don't mind if we just want to sit and chat before we go further", I replied. I was still very much enjoying the whole thing, and I wanted more. Now, snuggling with Sharky, I was feeling my anxiety wander away even more.

  "Alright, Lucy. Would you like to y your head on my p while you calm down? We can chat or just sit here if you desire—whatever will make you feel okay. Then, princess, we can get to what you were begging for."

  "The p pillow sounds nice," I said. Albert began to move, and I followed behind him. Slowly, we got into the position of Albert sitting up with a pillow behind him, and I y across the bed, resting my head on his p as he pyed with my hair.

  "This good Lucy?" he checked, and I gave a happy slight hum.

  I did need this. I adored everything we had done, but I had slipped out of the awe of the moment, and when I crashed, bad thoughts loomed. I wanted to return to that space of being his; I adored it so much. Just when I was like this, anxiety and the other parts that haunted me awoke.

  I hadn't had a moment like before in a bit, and it stung as it rose back today, especially with the thoughts of disappointing my parents. Those thoughts always hurt the most. I had fled home, too scared to admit I was their daughter. It was foolish, I know, but it came from experience in my younger years. I had once admitted to my parents that I wanted to wear girls' clothing; I had dreamed of wearing the girl's school uniform and hoping that maybe, magically, I'd go into a girl's puberty instead of whatever awaited boys. Yet I had no words for it, so when I tried to expin it to my parents, they asked why, and when I said that I felt more feminine and my mannerisms didn't feel like a guy's, my parents consoled me as just being a different type of boy. It made sense and still does; just cause a boy's feminine doesn't mean that they are trans, but I wanted more than just a feminine boy; I desired to be a girl. I was ashamed of being a boy and feared that, at some point, I would turn into someone who looked like my father. I looked up to my father, but I wanted to look like Mum and be like her. Loving, caring and sweet.

  Yet I never spoke of it again and began a long streak of repressing it. It didn't help that things happened at school, and I learnt that these thoughts I had were all shamefully sinful. The repression took years off my life and built up the voice of reason in my head. I'd never gotten away; deep down, I sought out time to let Lucy out, but it was in ways that only damaged me more. The release only made me hurt myself more. So the repression went from days to years until I was off from school. Fortunate to get a job, but unfortunately, still stuck as HIM. Yet now, in my own space, the desire has gotten stronger. The fear of being found out by my parents was not there when I was away, so I created an account online. Go be Lucy in a space to try and find a healthier release. There, I met people who I wasn't just a sex object, and slowly, I realised what these feelings were. That this feeling I had was dysphoria and that wanting to be a woman was okay. Yet even with all this, I still feared telling my parents would they understand that I needed to be a woman.

  I didn't have the answer, so when I was allowed to move jobs, I was tasked with moving to a new city. I decided to run away. I got help moving from work and left a piece of mail back home for my parents to find, requesting that they don't try to see me, that I don't want to be found. I never expined the new job, so they could never find me. Here I sat four years ter, meeting Albert, meeting Mary.

  I finally felt able to be a girl, and it took time. I was terrified and traumatised, but once Albert came into my life, I finally had someone I trusted in my corner, and he slowly helped me break out of my shell to seek the help I needed. I had nights wondering if my parents were sad about me running away or if they were disappointed. The letter had informed them of my fleeing, that I had gotten a new job that meant I would be moving away somewhere, but it also contained that I knew I was trans. Even if it would take a year for me to be able to assert myself again. I wondered if they hated me now or missed me. I still had my old phone shut off in my closet in case of a significant emergency. Never used it since I moved.

  "Lucy?" The words were so very gentle. It was Albert, and he was right here with me, and I was here with him. It all felt right. It all felt perfect.

  "S-sorry, I got lost in thought", I quietly replied, nuzzling into his p more.

  "No need for apologies. Do you want to speak about it?"

  "It's okay, I'm with you, I'm safe."

  "That's right, cutie", he smiled, patting my head.

  "You are the best, Albert", I excimed softly, nuzzling his hand.

  "Thanks, Lucy, how are you feeling?" he asked.

  I took a deep breath. Thoughts of my parents could wait; I wanted to be here in the present with Albert.

  "I'm good. I was thinking about things, but that's in the past. I'm ready if you are," I replied.

  "Well, Lucy, if you are good to go, I have something for you. I have a present that I thought would help you out a lot for the sorts of situations we talked about st night. I have no shame with how you look, Lucy, but I understand your problems with your body. So, I found a gift that might help boost your courage. It will be completely fine if you don't want to wear it."

  I squirmed with excitement. ALBERT GOT ME A PRESENT! Omg!

  "You got me a present?" I asked.

  "Yes, cutie, I did."

  "But I didn't get you anything."

  "Oh, don't worry. This will be a present for me as well," he smirked, looking down at me in his p. I squirmed with anticipation, wondering what that meant.

  "W-what is it," I asked, almost begging to know.

  "Cutie, I can go grab it, but you'll need to let me up," he said, patting my head once again. I sat up in the bed almost instantly, still holding onto Sharky. I wanted to see whatever Albert got me. He got up and wandered back out of the bedroom. It mustn't have been very long, maybe just thirty seconds, before he returned with a present wrapped in light blue paper and a white ribbon.

  "For you, princess," he offered it to me with a bow, which made me blush. The blushing didn't stop me from instantly grabbing the present and smiling up at him.

  "Thank you so much, m-may I open it?"

  "Of course, Lucy", he said, and I dived into undoing the bow and gently undoing the wrapping.

  As I undid it all, Albert spoke, "I thought, when ssh, if we were to do something, I wanted something that might help your confidence. I know how you feel about me seeing your body naked, so I thought this might be the perfect way to do things."

  As I opened it up, I saw the fabric. It was some sort of clothing, which made sense from his expnation. The cey fabric unfurled to show a fabulous light blue babydoll one-piece body suit. The ce stretched around the whole piece; different parts were transparent with cy fabric while others were covered, looking only at the hints of what may be behind it. It was wonderful. I could see the way it would cling to me, providing a show of my chest and my butt that Albert would definitely continue to enjoy squeezing. However, it wasn't until I noticed that the front of the fabric would hide my crotch. The fabric would hide the front; he had gotten this, so I wouldn't feel dysphoric seeing that part of me.

  "I-It's so", I sniffled, "It's perfect!"

  Feeling the fabric felt like a cloud. The soft silk and ce made it feel heavenly. The way I dreamed, it would perfectly cling onto my body to make me into the perfect princess. Turning it around to see the back, where ribbons held the piece together. I finally noticed that instead of in the front with the crotch being hidden. My butt had a V shape opening, which reasonably would give him access to the bare skin of my butt and more.

  I blushed, looking at it, knowing how he'd use that opening. The things he could do to my body while I wore this, still being able to hide those parts I hadn't gotten rid of yet.

  "It's why I asked for a bunch of measurements recently. I wanted to make sure it was perfectly created just for you" Albert smiled as he sat beside me. I couldn't believe my eyes at what had just happened.

  "Can I try it" I asked, blissfully unable to think about anything but the desire to y next to him in this. He had gotten this, perfectly made for me. IT was this perfect clothing that would shape my body just right. While it would hide the parts of me that weren't right.

  "Of course, though may I request you add stockings" His words going straight into my ear, as I shivered from the pleasure of his voice all I could do was smile and nod as I quickly jumped up and opened up my closet to find a pair of stockings. I had bck and white ones, white would probs work best with the blue.

  "I'll be right back!" I told him as I grabbed my white stockings and quickly retreated to the ensuite staring at the gift one final time before I got dressed into it. I was so excited, it looked amazing, I really hope it looked good on me. I slowly closed my eyes and turned to ensure I wasn't facing the mirror. Then gently opened my eyes and started to undress facing away from mirror. Most of the time I kept my eyes opened, my body had changed and I was more comfortable with it now then I had been ever. Although when it came to taking off my panties that did take me closing my eyes and then once done looking straight up to not look at that part of me. Then it was off to putting the babydoll on, slipping into the legs holds then gently tucking my arms into their holes. I did a once over, noticing how perfect hidden and cradled my crotch was. It was still tucked but it left no vision of any type of bulge which was amazing. Turning to face the mirror I saw just a woman, there was no hint of her ever being a man/boy. Her curves and and shape of her breasts being prominent features for her front and when she turned to the side. She caught the way it made her butt look. It was magnificent, I adored it and knew I'd fallen in love with Albert's present.

  Next I quickly pulled up the stockings, each one reaching up past most of my thigh. Leaving a little skin in between for Albert to touch my smooth legs. Looking back at the mirror now with the stockings on, I was so happy to see what I looked like. A gift so perfectly given to me by him. I looked perfect, I looked like a princess, I looked like his princess. I would be his princess. I looked like the dreams, the fantasies I'd have as we chatted online. It was all perfect, I smiled as I hoped out of the bathroom and ran up to him pouncing straight onto the bed right next to him.

  "Kitty, you look amazing" Albert praised as I snuggled into him. Hearing him call me Kitty was amazing. It reminded me so much of my pce with him. That I was cared for and I'd be protected by him. I was his adorable princess, but when he called me Kitty. It made me feel just right. I had issues, especially back when we first met, and so being his Kitty really helped ease my mind. I didn't want to think for just a little bit, I guess I kind of just wanted to be his pet. To be cared for so that I didn't need to stress for a bit, I could just be protected by him, his pet to protect and shower in affection. It why there was also a word I called him when I was like this. hen I looked to him in this kitty mindset. Yet could I really do this in person. I called him it all the time online. When I just needed to be a Kitty but saying it in person. I was nervous

  "Thank you d-d-Albert!" I sueaked out his name, I could do it to embarrassing. HIS voice was coming back, how shameful to fall so low to be so sinful that I'm calling someone d-daddy...

  "Lucy, were you trying to call me something?" he brushed his hand down my barely covered back (except for the really pretty bow).

  "Yea... but I can't" I blushed light red.

  "I would adore to hear those words out of your mouth Lucy" he softly spoke, the pleasure of his words hitting my ears sending a shiver down my spine.

  "Daddee... ahhh I can't" I blushed a bright red. I couldn't I definitely couldn't it was to embarrassing.

  "Oh kitty, you are so adorable!" he chuckled brushing up and down my back more and more. The feeling of his hand rubbing down my back the more I was hitting that mindset.

  "A-Albert... it's embarrassing" I whimpered out.

  "Do you want to call me it? You don't need to Kitty" he questioned. God he was so amazing, he cared so much about me.

  "I do..." All of this was happening, to flow me deeper into subspace. It was making that part of me that really wanted to call him Daddy came out. He was dominant but gentle in our chats, and I adored that about him. though it wasn't even just when we had more lewd filled conversation sometimes I'd fall into calling him Daddy just for the comfort, just to be his Kitty and to forget about stresses. Knowing he would take care of me and protect me, but I was also his. His princess, his kitty, his to use and I adored that. I wanted that right now, and I really hoped he wanted me.

  "Alright then Kitty" his hands moved, they were going from my back to my tummy and then I felt it. His hand approaching my boobs. Quickly he begun to carress them and instantly I let out a little moan. As soon as I did, his hand moved back to rubbing and carressing my back.

  "Albert!" I whimpered.

  "Kitty, I want to hear it, you know what to call me" Yes! I wanted that! God controlling me, no more thoughts just obeying him.

  "Come on kitty be a good girl for me" the words hit and I felt myself melt.

  "Daddy" I whimpered, "it's still embarrassing to say."

  Yet as I looked at him, all embarrassment faded to pure pleasure at the sight. He just looked at me with a hunger in his eyes that made me shudder. The fmes of my personality that needed him to bully me, tease me, dom me, and take care of me, all bursted inside me. Into a need, that would stay lit for years until he did what I needed him to do. I wanted him, I wanted daddy and I wanted him to use me. Looking into his eyes, I knew wanted me as well, I could feel his lust and I could see part of him growing looking at me.

  Good kitty, I guess it's not princess tonight" he smirked brushing a strand of my hair out of my face.

  "I'm still a princess!" I whined, "Just, I am also your kitty as well".

  "Of course Kitty, my mistake" he smirked and pulled me in closer as he wrapped himself around me. I letting out a squeak in surprise from the sensation but adored every moment of him ciming my body. He hadn't stripped yet so it was my barely clothed body against his clothed body. It was hot, his hands were touching my skin and that only rose my lust higher.

  "Thank you Daddy" I smiled as his hand danced around my back until it crept down and reached my butt. His cold hands cupped my butt. It was the part that wasn't covered in silk due to the opening. The coldness instantly made me yelp and shiver from the pleasure.

  "Do you like your present kitten?" he questioned as he no longer only cupped my butt but fondled it as well.

  "It's amazing daddy!" I excimed trying to hold off on moaning just yet. Yet he released me seconds ter which made me pout instantly. Why was he letting go of me now.

  "Oh kitty don't pout. I'll be touching you soon enough" he teased as I watched his eyes look up and down my whole body. "Goodness, your photos do not do you service. Like looking at you right now Lucy, your beautiful and these boobs of yours, I don't know how you think you hide them."

  I blushed from the comments. I couldn't help but desire him more. He was enamored by my body and I wanted to pleasure him with my body. I needed to at this point.

  "Goodness kitty, you are really wanting this aren't you" he smiled as I nooded urgently.

  "Good girl, now then before we begin. The lights are still very much avaible. Do not be ashamed to use them, do not ever think you have to keep going. We will have other opportunties." I gave another nod in response but this time he shook his head at me.

  "No kitty, I need a response for this one. Acknowledge you understand please" he sternly told me.

  "I'll use the lights when needed daddy" I replied, which he responded with my patting my head once again. His fingers interwining into my hair felt so good.

  "Good girl, now I want to expin exactly what you want out of the night" his hand pulling back from the pats getting me to pay attention once again. "Of course, use the signals whenever to stop or pause things but I want us both to have an understanding of what we would like to get out of this" it felt so amazing to listen to that voice of his.

  "I want to feel good with you" I whimpered. I was blushing up a storm and not even my lust right now could get me to actually say the fantasies in my mind. Talking about that stuff online was one thing, in person was another.

  "Of course kitty, but I need you to be specific. I want to ensure you feel safe and comfortable so be a good girl and expin to me what you want" his voice soothing as he gently spoke to me.

  "I want you to touch me all over please" I begged, as I got pats.

  "Good girl, anything else you want to do" he asked gently patting me more and more.

  "I want you to p-py with my chest" I asked knowing how desperately I wanted him to py with them.

  "Of course, is that all?" his pats intensified even more.

  "I wanna pleasure you" my body tingled as I felt something push up against me, "I want to make you feel good so badly."

  "That sounds perfect Lucy, you are such an adorable princess, my adorable little kitty" his praise continued as his hands slowly flipped me onto my side so he could spoon me while also finally both of us was ying the correct way on the bed.

  "Now cat, feel free to use green whenever you'd like to add anything else onto that list. For now I wanna make you feel super cute, then I have a perfect way for you to pleasure me" his voice rung in my ears as I excitedly nodded my head.

  "W-what is it" I asked, desperate to know exatly what he was meaning.

  "I think you can already feel it" he said as I watched him begin to strip. First his shirt and then his pants. Leaving him only in his boxers, as his cock strained begging for release out of them.

  "H-hey, you can't tell me off for having dirty floors, then throw your shirt!" I decided to brat for some reason.

  "Don't worry, you wont be punished for my clothes. For yours maybe next time. Though you might get a light punishment for that bratty side of yours" he stroked my head as I pouted, though excitedly thoughts of being lovingly punished fueled my head. "Now want to head to your bed Kitty?"

  "Yes please" I blissfully replied, so excited to think before responding. Then he wrapped around me pushed me into bed. I let out a little yelp, but then couldn't say anything as I watched him strip off his boxers. His cock, unrestrained was a sight, and already I wanted to touch it and pleasure it.

  "Daddy, you are so hot" I excimed and that turned on a switch for him because he instantly jumped on me gently on the bed. Pressing me down onto the mattress as I let out a little yelp for how sudden it was.

  "These reactions, are all because of you Kitty, you are just so darn hot" he excimed in baited breath as one of his hands adventured to my chest.

  "Really?" I asked, a little unsure and a lot just wanting to hear why. To hear him praise my body, this body of mine and why this man was lusting over it.

  "Of course Kitty" he smiled as I looked up into his eyes filled with lust. "Just look at these tits of yours" he spoke as his hand begun to squeeze my left boob. "These hips as well, I've been enjoying holding onto them all afternoon, and I'll enjoy them more and more now that your in my present. And fuck that butt of yours so squishy for my hands to grab onto."

  I couldn't help but moan from the way he pyed with my boob. It felt nice and soon after I was moaning into his mouth as he kissed me.

  My hand adventured onto his body as well as we kissed. Touching his chest and slowly lowering further and further down until I reached just before his crotch. I waited until we halted kissing and then asked, "may I daddy?"

  "Of course Kitty" was all he said before he went back to kissing me. My hands unafraid, adventured to his cock. Feeling the warmth of it in my hand was such an exciting feeling. The slight wetness oozing out as I continued to gently touch it. My nervousness faded the more I touched. It all just felt right, he was kissing me and I was making him feel good. How wasn't this just a good thing.

  Albert finished kissing me and I looked up and was star struck at the man that was above me. "Goodness Kitty, you are making me feel so nice" his voice was super breathy as he spoke. I couldn't help but smile at the praise. He was happy at my touch. I was making him feel good.

  "Your kisses are amazing, it feels so good!" I responded. The way he pyed with my chest, the ay he kissed me. I was completed in awe at the way my body could feel.

  "Do you want to have a taste Kitty. We don't need to push further then you want, just you hand is great enough for me."

  "I would love that daddy" I blushed bright red as I watched his face turn into a predatory grin as I confirmed I wanted to us my mouth.

  "Good girl" he praised and then went to turn on my chest. The way he begun to increase from mere pying to now teasing and twisting my chest. I couldn't help but moan as he teased me more and more.

  "Daddeee It f-" I halted my attempts at speaking as soon as he begun to sucking my chest. The feeling of his month on me made me even more vocal. Moaning and wiggling from the pleasure. He popped my nipple out of mouth and smiled at me, the same grin from earlier which only made me wiggle and squeeze my thighs more.

  "You really filled these out didn't you" he purred into my ear as his hands made sure my chest didn't start to feel alone. I couldn't reply at all the only thing I could do was a moan. "Aw come on Lucy, don't tell me you are already speechless" he teased me as he didn't relent his teasing of my chest.

  "N-no mhmmmmm" I tried to get out but becoming intelligible quickly as he squeezed one of my nipples.

  "So cuuuuuttttttteeee" his voice echoed into my ear as I moaned even more as his reaction from my supposed cuteness. The way his breath tingled as it hit me, the feeling was surprisingly quite pleasurable.

  More moans quickly escaped me as his hand gently squeezed my chest and felt it up as I desperately shivered as pleasure filed my whole body.

  "Your such a cute lewd princess" he teased as his hands departed from my chest as I desperately try to beg for his hand back but all I could do was make helpless very bottomy noises.

  Albert chuckled looking at my dispy, "look at you trying to get more. I can go back but I thought you might to have that taste now."

  I couldn't do anything but give him a nod in response. My needy little brain as just completely filled with words, I would not be able to fill it with words currently.

  "Alrighty you lewd little cutie" he grinned, "you wanna y on your back or kneel down?"

  "K-kneel" I whimpered out, the idea of looking up at him, while I was in his mouth. Goodness that sounds amazing! How could I not choose that one.

  "Then get on your knees you adorable princess" he hopped off of me and moved to the side of the bed as I followed quickly behind. Before I began to kneel Albert grabbed one of my smaller pillows (it was a Star Wars one that my parents gave me as a house warming gift at my first apartment.) "Kneel on that Kitty, I don't want you hurting yourself."

  "Okie daddy!" I said high on the pleasure of being his. Of letting him have his way with me. Sitting down, I was completely in awe once again seeing him sitting on the side of the bed. His member hard and right in my face. A showcase of how happy I was making him.

  "Goodness Kitty, you look amazing down their" he smiled and rustled my hair.

  "T-thank yo-u daddee" I smirked pushing my head into his hand more and more.

  "All good Kitty, now would you like a taste?" he asked and I eagerly nodded as he moved right to the edge of the bed pushing his cock up right next to me. The smell and look of drawing me in as one of my hand gently begun to touch it. There was already precum leaking from it and god did that feel good. To know I was getting him like this.

  I couldn't help but eagerly instantly move so that I could guide it into my mouth. That fact that he was already that excited, I wanted to make him feel so so so good!

  "Goodness kitty, aren't you an eager one" he chuckled as I wrapped my lips around the tip of his member. The heat and smell was the thing I felt as I took it. I hadn't done this before to another person. So it was all just hat I had racticed with toys I had. Toy's as in three... I didn't have many, unless three was many. I just well... you don't need to know why I have them!

  Anyways as my lips parted more and more for him, I slowly started to py with what was inside my mouth. I was really getting a taste of him now and wow was it a nice taste. A little salty but it was just so nice to p up what he as letting out. I wondered how good would it taste when he cums. Would it taste even better? Would he cum in my mouth? Could I even make him feel good enough? I think I could, the grunts and moans he was already amking was reason enough to hope. Though maybe that was only ptitude, it was my first time and he'd been with other woman before. Other actual-

  "Lucy" he called as I felt his hand pat my head, "you can tap my leg if you wanna get a break to speak. You look nervous."

  I shook my head, which made me almost gag with how his member hit the shides of my throat. He let out a chuckle from the whole scene.

  "God your adorable Lucy, and your doing so well. Lap it up all you want, and don't feel pressured to take the whole thing" his reassurement was nice. Looking at his cock it was pretty big, especially when it was right infront of me. So it was pretty nice to know that he didn't mind if I went the whole way or not. So to thank him for reasuring me, I took him in further and pped up obseviely at his tip.

  It felt so nice as I listened to his grunts and moan. Taking him in deeper, taking in his smell, taking in that sweet nectar that he was currently making. It all made me feel so good. I didn't really care for my my parts pleasure but internally I was feeling amazing. It just felt right, and I felt good bing able to give someone so much pleasure. To hear him moan and grunt from the things I did, it felt amazing. I didn't' need to touch, I already knew I'd feel amazing in the after glow of him cumming.

  So I kept going, I took in a little bit more ut to making sure I didn't vomit on him stayed at that and just pyed with his tip. It was amazing, Albert's moans got louder and he got a little more agressive as it lightly held my hair. It was something that he'd asked about if I was comfortable, and I said yes, knowing that Albert understood me and would keep me safe.

  "Lucy I'm getting close" he moaned as I licked up more eagerly, "Lucy... fuck! Lucy tap on me once for a yes, tap on me twice for a no."

  I looked up at him obediently and tapped him once on the leg to hopefully get the point across that I understood.

  "God good girl" he praised and I couldn't help but do a butt wiggle from the praise. I was completely enamored into a subby mess.

  "Now Kitty, would you like me to cum in your mouth" he asked as I looked up at him and eagerly tapped once on his leg.

  "Alrighty, you adorable kitty. Your doing amazing making me feel so good!" he praised as I pped up eagerly. I was his kitty, and he was feeling good from me. I was feeling good for making him feel good.

  I don't think I can expin the joy I felt from how good I was making him feel. It all just felt right, like for most of my life, I could never imagine having sex. The idea of being the role of a man, inserting myself into someone. It just didn't make sense. It disinterested and seemed disgusting for me to do such a thing that I thought I was asexual. Even when the introduction that there are other ways to have sex instead of just insertion that might of felt a little less disgusting but still not me.

  Now here today, it all just felt right. It made me so happy to pleasure him, to have sex feel right, to just feel right in my body. It was really nice and it just felt right. I'm not sure how else I could expin it.

  "I'm close kitty" his hand grasped at my hair tighter which caused me to let out a muffled moan inside my mouth. Eagerly awaiting my prize as I pped up more and more of his tip. As his cock begun to pulsate I knew what was about to happen.

  Daddy tugged me super gently so that more of his cock was out of my mouth. His tip still very much in my p but not a lot of his member remained in me as he pulsated more and more.

  "Don't put kitty, it's for your own good" he chuckled, I guess he could see I was a little sad he pulled slightly out.

  I couldn't do much but p up his extremely leaky cock at this point and then it happened. As he let out a loud moan, warm liquid hit the back of my throat and begun to fill up my mouth with Daddies delicious liquid.

  "You were so good Kitty" he praised gently beginning to pat my hair as he let go of tugging on it. I smiled still as I begun to swallow the liquid, even though he was still letting out more.

  "You don't need to swallow Lucy if you don't want to" he spoke and I instantly tapped twice on his thigh hopefully to send the message as I swallowed another gulp of his cum. His salty liquid didn't taste bad and I was happy to swallow it.

  My tapping got a chuckle from him as he responded, "alrighty Kitty, just making sure, you adorable little pet."

  He gently pulled his dick out of me as I gave it one little lick as it escaped my mouth. God what an amazing experience, though the little taste that was stuck in my throat wasn't great, I kind of wanted a drink to get the taste out.

  "Al-Albert..." I whimpered out still out of breath from everything. Helplessly struggling to say anything more I just opened up my arms and hoped he got the idea.

  "Cute! Come here Lucy!" Albert excimed, picking me up from the ground and holding me tightly as we both hit the bnkets of my bed. "You were amazing Lucy, goodness for your first try you did wonderful you adorable little kitty."

  I couldn't help but nuzzle my head into his chest as he praised me. I was so happy I could make him feel good, especially when he made me feel so good. How could I not feel amazing from the praise. It was all a dream, snuggled up next to him just after having sex with him. His body pressed up against me, his naked body up against my half naked body.

  "I-it was really nice Al-Albert" I gasped closing my eyes as we both moved around in the bed. It seemed we both were trying to find a comfy spot to y down, while still cuddling. We ended up with my head resting on his chest and Albert ying down on the bed. It was all just perfect.

  "That's good, I was worried you were pushing yourself Lucy" Albert replied.

  "No... well I'm not sure but I enjoyed every second of it so does it matter if I push myself?" I asked letting out a little yawn as I closed my eyes.

  "It does matters Lucy" Albert said sternly, "but I understand. We can explore all of this together and I'll just remember your a bottom you doesn't know her limits."

  Together? Does that mean we'd have a next time.

  "Next time?" goodness it wasn't just being out of breath making me struggle with speaking but now also sleepiness.

  "Of course Lucy, if that's what you want" I had my eyes closed but I could feel him smiling down at me.

  "I'd lo-like that Albert"

  "Then next time we will talk about you not pushing yourself but for now you sound sleepy."

  "I can stay up!" I sleepily protested, which got a chuckle from Albert as he b rushed his hand down my body.

  "Sure kitty" he spoke continuing to rub me. It was making me more tired so I did just give in and slowly fall asleep resting next to Albert.

  Opening my eyes, I was spooked by just a lovely blue covering my face. Turns out in my sleep that I'd begun to cuddle Sharky and had now snuggled the poor Bhaj plush to my face. Moving Sharky slightly down but still holding on tightly, I begun to observe my surrounding and recollect had happened to leave me here. I was in my bed, and the curtains were pulled back to show the night sky dulled by light polution. Which wasn't something I usually did when I was taking a nap The next pce I decided to look was on my body because why not, and that was when I remember what had happened.

  I was still wearing the babydoll, Albert's amazing present for me. Sucking his cock was such a good experience, and then ying with him in my bed as I recovered from the sex. I must of fallen asleep, while I id with him. Yet he was gone, no sign of his existence anywhere in the room. Laying next to me was just my plushies, he wasn't here. Did he leave already? Oh god, did something happen that made him want to leave? Did he not enjoy it as much as I did? He did say he liked it but maybe that was a lie...

  I scrambled to the bedside table, but my phone wasn't there. It must of still been out in the living room. I had been using it on the couch before Albert had come over. Then when he was here, I wasn't at all thinking of my phone.

  Maybe he left a message...

  So I hoped out of bed. Taking a little look at my dispy in the mirror. I looked good, although it did remind me to cover up in case Theo was already home from her outing. So I scavanged through my closet to grab out my hoodie. I flung it over me, although didn't zip it up, I was to antsy to do anything more then the bare minimum. I was already tearing up at the idea this was the end. The anxiety overwhelming my thoughts wondering if it was all that post nut crity. Realizing he did it with a guy, that he had sex me, a thing that was no longer a guy but was definitely not a woman. I needed answers, I needed to even know it was all over so I could cry or just try to ease this avanche of anxiety.

  So I quickly wandered into out of my bedroom and turned into the room where I smelt the faint smell of tomatoes and meat. Looking at the kitchen, I exploded into tears at the sight I saw.

  He was still here, he was standing in the kitchen in a T-shirt and shorts that I guess he must of brought with him. To know that he hadn't ran off. That I hadn't done something wrong. That he hadn't gotten disgusted at me and the acts he did. I really did think it made sense, since I was ugly transgirl but he was here. He was here and he was cooking stuff.

  "Al-Albert!" I loudly called out to him as sniffled through the single word. I instantly running up to him and then pouncing into a hug. I hiccuped as I began to sob into his shirt, holding onto him tightly as I broke down.

  "Lucy! what's wrong kitty?" he asked, draping his arms around me. His arms providing me with a reassurance of security.

  'Next Time' he had told me we'd have a next time. That there'd be more times between the two of us. Thats what his arms provided a reassurance for. A reminder that this wasn't just a fling, that he was here for me.

  "I... I th-thought you had left, I thought you had left me" I whimpered out, "I thought you got disgusted with my bod-"

  "Don't you dare think that Lucy! I have no intentions to leave you Lucy and I do not want you to every think that your less then any other woman I've dated. Your body is beautiful" he spoke interrupting me. "You were adorable while you were sleeping but I couldn't fall asleep and I didn't want to wake you up. So I decided to get some prep done for dinner my thanks for letting me stay here for the day. Thanks to Theo, she got all the ingredient's I needed so that I made sure I'd be here when you woke up but I understand how it could freak you out that I wasn't in your bedroom."

  "O-oh, it smells nice" I replied still sniffling but at least not a sobbing mess anymore.

  "I'm making steak and veggies" he told me giving me pats.

  "That sounds really nice! I'm so excited to taste your food, after Friday I've missed it so much! But um I'm sorry for making a scene."

  "No need to apologize, I should of thought about how it felt for you to wake up without me being their. I adore you, so don't believe for a second that I'd ever be disgusted in you. Understood?" He asked pcing a hand under my chin, moving me to look up at him. He was so handsome, and somehow he liked me, he liked how I looked... somehow.

  "Y-yes" I stuttered, as I blushed bright realizing that Theo had been here all this time.

  "Hi Lucy, nice outfit" she commented and I looked down realizing that the babydoll was still very much visible even with the hoodie, which meant basically a lot of my body was visible.

  Turning bright red, I darted to the zipper to completely zip it up, before staggering out a, "thank you. I'm going to go get changed."

  Albert chuckled lightly and then released me out of his hug, "Sounds good Lucy, I'm going to get back to cooking. It be all done in like seven minutes so go get changed."

  "You do look absolutely adorable Lucy, no need to be ashamed!" Theo cheered as I turned an even deeper shade of red.

  "T-thanks, but I should um get changed" I stuttered out.

  "Go cutie, don't be afraid to wear something cute but no pressure" Albert said and I wandered back to my bedroom. Even if I was embarrassed, it wouldn't take away from how amazing this day had been.

  Maybe I would wear something nice, something Lucy would wear for dinner. It couldn't go any worse then wearing the babydoll.