Chapter: 421

  It was in the middle of this lively, productive chaos, as he moved from one debating group to another, that his gaze swept towards the back of the classroom. Towards a quiet, sun-drenched corner near the large glass windows that looked out onto the private garden.

  And his world stopped. Again.

  His heart, which had been beating with the steady, pleasant rhythm of intellectual excitement, gave a single, brutal, agonizing lurch, a painful, sickening stutter that stole the breath from his lungs. The vibrant, chaotic sounds of the classroom—the passionate arguments, the scratching of charcoal on slate, Pip’s clockwork device letting out another apologetic puff of purple smoke—all faded into a distant, roaring silence. The carefully reconstructed walls around his soul, the ones he had so painstakingly rebuilt after the disaster in the market, didn’t just crack; they were atomized.

  There, sitting alone at a small, single desk by the window, half-hidden in the brilliant glare of the afternoon sun, trying to make herself as small, as invisible, as possible, was her.

  Airin. The vegetable seller. The girl with Anastasia’s face.

  She was here. In his classroom.

  She was not dressed in the simple, patched cornflower-blue dress he remembered from the market. She wore the standard, dark blue uniform of the Academy, the fabric clean and well-maintained, but clearly not of the same fine, tailored quality as the other nobles’ attire. It looked… borrowed. Or perhaps a scholarship issue. Her light brown hair was pulled back from her face, not in a messy braid, but in a simple, neat bun, as if in a desperate attempt to look tidy, to fit in.

  She was not looking at him. Her gaze was fixed, with a kind of fierce, terrified intensity, on the blank parchment before her. Her hands were clasped so tightly in her lap that her knuckles were white. She radiated an aura of such profound, almost painful, self-consciousness, of a desperate desire to simply not be seen, that it was a tangible presence in the room. A small, terrified mouse, trapped in a cage of young, confident, and very loud, lions.

  Lloyd stared, his own mind a perfect, roaring blank. How? Why? How was she here? A common market girl, a seller of radishes, in a Special Category class at the most elite, most exclusive, academic institution in the entire kingdom? It was impossible. It defied all logic, all understanding of how this rigidly stratified society worked. Had the King done this? Was this another test? Another cruel, bizarre twist in the cosmic joke that was his life?

  As if sensing his intense, unblinking gaze, Airin slowly, reluctantly, lifted her head. Her eyes, the same warm, gentle brown as Anastasia’s, met his across the crowded, noisy classroom.

  And he saw it all again. The flicker of recognition. The widening of her eyes, not with love, but with a renewed, dawning terror. The pale hand flying to her mouth. The instinctive, visceral recoil of a small, frightened animal confronting the predator that had once, so bizarrely, so terrifyingly, accosted it.

  Her composure, as fragile as his own had been in that moment, shattered. The color drained from her face. She looked down quickly, her shoulders hunching, her entire being seeming to shrink, trying to will herself out of existence, out of his line of sight.

  The sight of her fear, her terror of him, was a fresh, sharp, twisting knife in the old wound of his grief. He had done that to her. He, in his moment of selfish, uncontrolled sorrow, had branded himself in her memory not as a friend, not as a potential customer, but as a source of fear. A madman. A threat.

  A wave of profound, almost suffocating, melancholy washed over him, so potent it almost made him stumble. The excited chatter of his other students, the debate over ballista mechanics, the very reality of the classroom around him, all faded into a distant, meaningless hum. All he could see was her face, Anastasia’s face, etched with a fear that was entirely his fault.

  He had to maintain control. He was the professor. He was Lord Ferrum. He could not, would not, break down again. Not here. Not in front of her. Not in front of them.

  He forced his lungs to draw a breath, the air feeling thick, heavy, like trying to breathe water. He forced his gaze away from her, turning back to the group of students who were now looking at him with a new, questioning curiosity, sensing the sudden, strange shift in his demeanor.

  Chapter: 422

  He opened his mouth to speak, to continue the lesson, to say something, anything, to restore the fragile illusion of normalcy. But no words came. His mind was a chaotic, screaming storm of grief, of guilt, of a hundred thousand unanswered questions.

  He had found his ghost. Again. And she was sitting in the back row of his classroom.

  The brilliant, innovative first day of Professor Lloyd Ferrum’s tenure at the Bathelham Royal Academy, the day that was supposed to mark the beginning of a new, intellectual revolution, had just become a personal, private, and utterly, comprehensively, agonizing, hell. And the lesson, it seemed, was only just beginning.

  The classroom buzzed with a chaotic, electric energy. The initial, skeptical silence had been shattered by Lloyd’s opening gambit about ballista design, and now the students, a motley collection of geniuses and misfits, were engaged in a spirited, almost feral, debate. The hulking blacksmith’s son, Borin, was loudly arguing the merits of forged steel versus cast iron for the torsion arms, while the gnome, Pip, was frantically sketching a diagram of a multi-stage gear system that looked both brilliant and suicidally dangerous. The air was thick with the scent of charcoal dust, ozone from Pip’s sputtering contraption, and the heady aroma of intellectual revolution.

  Lloyd stood at the front of it all, a quiet, almost invisible conductor, letting the orchestra of chaos play its symphony. He felt a flicker of genuine, almost forgotten, joy. This was the thrill of the think tank, the pure, unadulterated pleasure of watching brilliant minds collide, of seeing new ideas spark and flare in the crucible of debate. This, he thought, a faint, genuine smile touching his lips, I can do. This feels like home.

  But his gaze kept drifting, drawn by an irresistible, painful gravity, to the back of the room. To the quiet, sun-drenched corner by the window. To her.

  Airin. The ghost with Anastasia’s face.

  She sat utterly still amidst the surrounding chaos, a small, terrified island of silence in a sea of boisterous intellectualism. She had not spoken a single word. She had not moved. Her gaze was fixed on the blank parchment before her, her hands clasped so tightly in her lap they had to be numb. She was trying, with every fiber of her being, to be invisible. But to Lloyd, she was a supernova, a blazing, heart-stopping focal point that made the rest of the room fade into a muted, irrelevant blur.

  He had to get a grip. He was a professor now. He had a class to teach. A role to play. He couldn't let his personal, interdimensional, soul-crushing grief derail his very first day on the job. He forced his attention away from her, back to the passionate, ongoing debate about siege engine mechanics.

  “An interesting point, Borin,” he interjected, his voice calm, steady, betraying none of the turmoil raging within him. “But have you considered the shear stress on the pivot point? Your forged steel arm might be stronger, but if the axle housing can’t handle the increased torque…”

  As he began to steer the conversation, to gently guide their chaotic energy towards a more structured analysis, he felt a presence at his elbow. It was Master Elmsworth, who had been lingering near the doorway, observing the strange, unorthodox first lesson with an expression of profound, almost fearful, fascination.

  “Professor Ferrum,” Elmsworth murmured, his voice a low, conspiratorial whisper, his gaze flicking around the room at the eclectic collection of students. “A most… energetic… start to the semester.”

  “They are a lively group,” Lloyd conceded, his eyes still carefully averted from the corner by the window.

  “Indeed,” Elmsworth agreed. He leaned closer, his expression becoming more serious, the excitement replaced by a tutor’s ingrained sense of responsibility. “If I may, Professor, a brief word of introduction? So you might better understand the… unique composition of your new class.”

  Lloyd nodded, grateful for the distraction, for the anchor of practical information in his sea of emotional chaos. “Please, Master Elmsworth. I would appreciate the insight.”

  Elmsworth began to subtly indicate various students, his voice a low, running commentary. “The large lad arguing so passionately about metallurgy,” he whispered, gesturing with his chin towards Borin, “is Borin Ironhand. Son of the Master Blacksmith of the Royal Armory. A genius with metal, they say, but utterly hopeless at theoretical magic. The Academy’s standard curriculum has no place for a boy who thinks in terms of tensile strength and heat-tempering, rather than mana flows and incantations.”

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  “The young woman with the elven blood,” he indicated the girl who was now quietly weaving the levitating stones into a shimmering, intricate cat’s cradle of light, “is Lady Nira of Silverwood. Her control over ambient light magic is… unprecedented. But she cannot cast a simple fire spell to save her life. She is a specialist in a world that values generalists.”

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  “The gnome, Pip,” he sighed, as the boy’s clockwork device let out another, more alarming, puff of green smoke, “is a mechanical prodigy. He builds things. Wonderful, brilliant, and often terrifyingly explosive, things. He nearly burned down the alchemy wing last semester trying to build a self-peeling potato. The Headmaster felt it was safer for everyone if he were… isolated… here.”

  Elmsworth continued down the roster, painting a picture of a class filled with brilliant, square pegs that the Academy, with its round holes, did not know what to do with. They were the outliers, the anomalies, the ones whose talents were too specific, too strange, too… disruptive… to fit the mold. Lloyd’s classroom, he realized, was not just a workshop; it was an island of misfit toys. And he was their king.

  Finally, Master Elmsworth’s gaze, and with it, Lloyd’s own reluctantly drawn attention, settled on the quiet, still figure at the back of the room. The girl by the window.

  “And her,” Elmsworth’s voice softened, losing its academic dryness, acquiring a new, almost gentle, note of paternal concern. “The girl by the window.”

  Lloyd’s heart gave a painful, familiar lurch. He forced himself to look, to see her through Elmsworth’s eyes.

  “Be gentle with her, Professor,” Elmsworth whispered, his voice heavy with a significance Lloyd didn't yet understand. “Her name is Airin. And she is… an anomaly of a different kind.”

  “She is a commoner,” Elmsworth continued, his voice barely audible now. “A market girl. No noble blood, no wealth, no connections. By all the laws and traditions of this Academy, she should not be here. Her presence is… unprecedented.”

  Lloyd’s mind reeled. A commoner? Here? In Bathelham? The institution was so exclusive, so ruinously expensive, that even minor barons struggled to afford the tuition for their children. How?

  “She possesses a rare, raw, and utterly immense, talent,” Elmsworth explained, as if sensing Lloyd’s unspoken question. “For life magic. For healing. The Headmaster himself discovered her by chance, when she healed a guardsman’s mortal wound at the market with a simple touch, an act she could not even explain. Her innate power, he said, is greater than any he has seen in a century. But she has no formal training. No understanding of the theory. She is a font of raw, uncontrolled power, a danger to herself and others if not properly guided.”

  He sighed, a sound of weary, academic frustration. “But her common birth, her lack of any financial backing… it made her admission impossible. The tuition, the fees for lodging, for materials… it was a wall she could not climb.”

  Elmsworth paused, then looked at Lloyd, his expression now holding a hint of warning, of a delicate political situation he was about to step into. “She is here for one reason, and one reason only, Professor. She is the first. The very first recipient of the ‘Princess Isabella Scholarship Fund’.”

  The name hit Lloyd with the force of a physical blow. Princess Isabella. The fiery, contemptuous warrior-princess he had seen in the previous life, the woman whose icy-blue eyes had held such disdain as she watched his public emotional breakdown in his previous life. His sister Jothi’s classmate. The woman who, he now realized, had almost certainly witnessed his humiliating, tearful accosting of this very same girl.

  “The Princess herself established the fund just last month,” Elmsworth explained, oblivious to the storm now raging in Lloyd’s mind. “A new, radical initiative to find and sponsor common-born students of extraordinary, once-in-a-generation talent. A way to bring new blood, new strength, into the service of the kingdom, regardless of their station. It is a noble, if controversial, idea. And Airin,” he looked at the quiet, frightened girl at the back of the room with a mixture of pity and admiration, “is her first, hand-picked scholar. Her personal project. The Princess has taken a very, very, direct interest in her welfare and her progress.”

  The pieces of the puzzle slammed into place in Lloyd’s mind, forming a new, beautiful, and utterly, comprehensively, terrifying picture.

  Airin, the ghost of his dead wife, was a magical prodigy. A commoner, plucked from obscurity by the Princess. The very same Princess who already despised him, who saw him as a disgrace, a weakling, a “scum.”

  Chapter: 424

  The two critical, most dangerous, plot threads of his new life—the angry, powerful Princess who held a grudge against him (this knowledge came from previous life), and the impossible, heartbreaking ghost of his dead wife—were not just parallel lines. They were now inextricably, dangerously, woven together. And he, Professor Lloyd Ferrum, was standing right at the center of their beautiful, terrible, and almost certainly, explosive, intersection.

  He looked at Airin, at the fear in her eyes, a fear he himself had caused. And he looked, in his mind’s eye, at the cold, contemptuous, icy-blue gaze of Princess Isabella.

  This, he thought, a wave of profound, almost cosmic, despair washing over him, is not going to end well. This is going to end very, very, badly.

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  Lloyd took a deep, steadying breath, ruthlessly shoving the tangled knot of Airin, Anastasia, and Isabella into a heavily fortified mental box. He locked it, sealed it, and kicked it into the deepest, darkest corner of his mind. He would deal with that particular Pandora’s Box of emotional and political horror later. Right now, he had a class to win over.

  He turned from Master Elmsworth, offering the tutor a brief, dismissive nod that he hoped conveyed ‘thank you for the information, now please let me handle my incredibly strange class of misfits’. Elmsworth, sensing the shift in the atmosphere, the sudden, cold focus emanating from Lloyd, wisely took the hint, offering a small, nervous bow before retreating to the relative safety of the doorway.

  Lloyd walked to the front of the classroom, his footsteps echoing slightly in the sudden, expectant silence. The students, their earlier debate forgotten, were all watching him, their expressions a mixture of curiosity and challenge. He picked up a piece of charcoal from the long wooden tray beneath the massive slate board. The charcoal felt cool, solid, real. A grounding presence.

  He did not begin with an introduction, a syllabus, or the usual tedious platitudes about the importance of knowledge. He began with a question.

  “Which is more powerful,” he asked, his voice calm, clear, carrying easily to every corner of the workshop-like room, “a single, Transcended knight, or an army of one thousand common soldiers armed with simple longbows?”

  The question was so unexpected, so outside the bounds of their standard academic discourse, that it was met with a moment of baffled silence.

  Then, Borin Ironhand, the blacksmith’s son, snorted a laugh. “Is that a trick question, Professor? A Transcended knight, obviously. One of them could slaughter a thousand longbowmen before they loosed a second volley. They are a force of nature.”

  Several other students nodded in agreement. It was the obvious, common-sense answer, grounded in the realities of their world.

  “Is it?” Lloyd replied, a faint, almost challenging smile on his lips. He turned to the slate board and, with a few, swift, clean lines, he began to draw. He did not draw a knight. He did not draw a bow. He drew… a diagram. A flowchart.

  On one side of the board, he wrote ‘TRANSCENDED KNIGHT’. Beneath it, he began to list the components, the resources, required to create and maintain such a being.

  “Our knight,” Lloyd began, his voice taking on the patient, didactic tone of a lecturer, “requires a sword. Not just any sword. A master-forged blade of high-grade steel, likely imbued with a Spirit Stone. What is the cost of such a weapon?” He looked at Borin.

  Borin frowned, thinking. “A true masterwork? With a decent, low-level Spirit Stone? Five hundred Gold Coins. At least. Probably more.”

  Lloyd wrote ‘500+ GC - Weapon’ on the board. “He requires armor. Full plate, articulated, also likely master-forged. The cost, Borin?”

  “Even more,” Borin admitted. “The sheer amount of steel, the craftsmanship… seven, maybe eight hundred Gold.”

  Lloyd wrote ‘800+ GC - Armor’.

  “He requires training,” Lloyd continued, his charcoal stick scratching against the slate. “From childhood. Decades of it. At an institution like this one. What is the total cost of tuition, lodging, materials, and private tutelage for a single student to complete the full course of study at Bathelham?” He looked at Master Elmsworth, who was still lingering by the door, now looking intrigued.

  Elmsworth cleared his throat. “A difficult sum to calculate precisely, Professor, but a conservative estimate, for a full twelve-year course of study for a noble of high rank, would likely exceed ten thousand Gold Coins.”

  Lloyd wrote ‘10,000+ GC - Training’.