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Chapter 168: Calm days

  One day, they stood there together, a small knot of silver and blue at the entrance of his tent.

  Two Kanas, side by side, bare feet in the dust, shoulders almost touching but not quite. Each had the same silver hair brushing past the shoulders, the same blue eyes that always seemed too bright for the dark jungle, the same facial expressions. Yet their hands fidgeted in different rhythms, one thumb circling her palm, the other tugging absently at a loose thread in her tunic.

  The flap of his tent was half open. John sat inside on a rolled blanket, elbows on his knees, staring at the dim glow of the coals in a clay bowl, letting his mind drift through the rare quiet.

  He felt them before he heard them—two presences, familiar in a way that tugged at something very old in him, and doubled now. He looked up.

  They didn’t speak.

  He rose, pushing the flap aside with his forearm. “You two are going to wear a hole in the ground if you stand there any longer.”

  Both Kanas jumped a little, then shared a quick, embarrassed glance. One of them huffed a tiny laugh through her nose.

  “We, uh…” the one on the left began, then faltered.

  “We wanted to talk,” the one on the right finished softly.

  John studied them for a heartbeat, face calm as always, but there was a small unguarded warmth at the edge of his eyes. “Come on,” he said. “Should we go for a walk?”

  They both nodded too quickly, relief loosening their shoulders. He stepped out, letting the flap fall behind him, and the three of them slipped out of the camp together.

  The jungle at the tribe’s edge was muted this time of day. Sunlight filtered through the canopy in pale bands, painting stripes across the ground like echoes of their tiger forms. Birds called lazily somewhere high above; insects hummed, distant and unthreatening. The path to the river was familiar—root-tangled, worn by generations of bare feet and padded paws.

  For a while, they didn’t speak.

  John walked in the middle. Each Kana kept to one side of him, like twin moons orbiting a steady center—close enough that their shoulders brushed his arms now and then, then drifted away again as if they weren’t sure if they were allowed to stay that close. They felt different today from their usual bubbly selves.

  The first Kana, the one from this timeline, glanced at him. “You’re quiet,” she said, as if it weren’t his natural state, as if she hadn’t always known him like this.

  “I’m thinking,” John answered.

  “About what?” asked the other Kana.

  He shrugged. “About how I left a tribe of one Kana and came back to two. It’s… new.”

  That earned him a shared smile. Their laughter came out almost in sync, soft and short, but real.

  “You’re one to talk about being new,” the right Kana said. “Dragon boy.”

  He snorted, the sound small but genuine. “I remember when you thought going past the third ridge was fun and I considered it reckless.”

  “That was before you could turn into a blue lightning monster and erase armies,” the left Kana shot back. They shared not only the same look, also the same memories.

  He didn’t answer that. The path narrowed and they fell into single file for a moment, his stooped silhouette framed by the green around him, the Kanas’ silver hair catching the light like twin flames behind him.

  When the trees finally broke, the river lay before them—a broad band of slow, clear water, light scattering on its surface. The far bank rose into a low, mossy slope. The air was cooler here, touched by mist and the clean smell of stone and current.

  John led them to a flat rock near the edge, big enough for three. He sat first, cross-legged, toes just above the water, letting the quiet settle between them. The two Kanas folded down on either side, knees drawn up, arms wrapped loosely around their shins.

  For a long moment, there was only the sound of the river.

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  It was Kana—original Kana—who broke the silence. Her voice was unusually small. “John.”

  He hummed, a noncommittal sound, but turned his head slightly toward her.

  “Thank you,” she said.

  He glanced at her, then at the other Kana, whose gaze was fixed on the water, jaw tense. “Both of you?” he asked.

  The second Kana took a breath, chest rising and falling like she was bracing for a jump. “Yes,” she said. “Both of us. For… everything.”

  He waited, letting the words form in their own time.

  The Kana on his right spoke first. “You said some of us died,” she murmured. “That the black tigers wiped us out. That there was a world where we didn’t… where I didn’t…” Her hand tightened on the fabric over her knee. “I woke up in that other timeline with blood in my fur, John. Half the tribe gone. I remember mom’s scream. I remember you, blue and… furious. Then I remember not remembering, and suddenly I’m here. Safe. Whole. With her.”

  Her twin nodded slowly. “For me it was different,” the left Kana added quietly. “One moment, it was just… normal. We were living, hunting, arguing about who stole whose share of meat. I went to sleep thinking about what we’d do after you came back. I woke up, then came the preparations for the imminent attack and… and then there were two of me, and you were telling us there was a world where our tribe died. Where I was one of the few survivors.” She swallowed. “I can’t see it, but I can feel the edge of it. Like a memory that never fully formed. It… hurts in a strange way.”

  The river kept moving, indifferent and constant.

  John listened, hands resting loosely on his ankles. His face stayed controlled, but a muscle in his jaw pulsed once when they spoke about dying. “I didn’t want you to feel any of it,” he said at last. “That was the point. To keep you from that ending.”

  Kana shook her head. “That’s not how this works,” she whispered. “You can’t carry all of it alone.”

  The other Kana leaned forward, blue eyes flicking to his. “We heard and saw what you did,” she said. “The duels. The dragons. How you burned yourself to reach that power. How angry you were when we were hurt.” Her voice trembled, but she pushed through. “You didn’t just save the tribe. You saved us. Twice. You saved the girl who could have died. You saved the one who never did and fled.”

  A single tear tracked down her cheek. She wiped it away impatiently.

  Both Kanas turned to him in the same movement. It was almost uncanny—two sets of identical features, two glints of gratitude and grief, all focused on the same boy.

  “You gave us a life we wouldn’t have had,” right Kana whispered. “You gave us each other.”

  “We always talked about sisters,” left Kana said, a thin smile cutting through the heaviness. “Remember? When we were little. I mean… when we were younger.” Her eyes crinkled. “It was just us cubs and older warriors. No one our age. You were the only one who listened when I complained about it.”

  “You said sisters were selfish,” John said, deadpan. “Always stealing your things.”

  Kana snorted, the sound half laugh, half sob. “I said older sisters were bossy. Not that they weren’t worth it.”

  The other Kana bumped her shoulder lightly. “And now look at us,” she said. “We got exactly what we wanted, just in the most impossible, insane way.”

  “Two of me,” Kana mused, staring at their mirrored hands resting between them. “Two of us. Same memories, same stupid jokes, same scars to our souls. When I talk, she finishes my sentences. When she laughs, I know why even if I didn’t hear the thought.”

  “It’s… weird,” the second Kana admitted. “Like walking next to your reflection and realizing it thinks for itself. Sometimes I look at her and feel like I’m looking at the version of me that actually lost her family, and I’m the saved one. Other times it flips, and I’m sure I’m the ghost.” She gave a breathy laugh. “We argue about it. Who’s real. Who’s extra.”

  “And then we remember it doesn’t matter,” Kana finished. “Because whichever one of us was supposed to die… didn’t. Because you wouldn’t accept it.”

  They both went quiet again. The gratitude hanging between them wasn’t loud. It sat deeper than words, heavy and bright.

  “Thank you,” they said together, this time fully in unison.

  John looked at them, one after the other. Two Kanas. Two sets of blue eyes that had once been his only anchor to a semblance of normality in a world that didn’t know what to do with a human boy who fought like something else. Two first friends in one body doubled.

  He wanted to tell them he’d do it again. He wanted to tell them it hadn’t been a choice, that letting them die would have broken something in him that wouldn’t grow back. The words crowded his throat and stopped there.

  Instead, he reached out and did something he almost never did.

  He placed one hand on each of their heads.

  His fingers sank into short silver hair, warm and soft, a little tangled from the jungle air. He stayed like that a moment, eyes on the water, feeling the slight tremble in their shoulders as they leaned, just barely, into his touch.

  “You don’t owe me anything,” he said quietly. “Not thanks. Not worship. Live. That’s all.”

  Kana on his right made a strangled sound that might have been a laugh. “You’re terrible at taking gratitude.”

  “You’re terrible at staying out of trouble,” he replied.

  The other Kana smiled, eyes glistening. “Then we match.”

  They sat like that for a long time—three children who weren’t really children anymore, two lives saved and one who had torn the world open to do it. The sun sank lower, the light turning the water to pale gold. Every now and then, one Kana would say something and the other would answer with a memory John shared, and the three of them would slip back, just for a breath, into something that felt like before.

  At some point, both Kanas rested their heads, almost in sync, against his shoulders.

  John didn’t move.

  His face stayed composed, gaze fixed on the slow, endless current of the river. But in the soft set of his mouth, in the way his hands relaxed on his knees instead of curling into fists, something eased.

  For the first time since he had rewound his own life, the weight of what he had done felt… bearable.

  Beside him, on both sides, Kana breathed—alive, doubled, laughing quietly now and then about nothing at all. Kana, the only friend of his age he ever had, and now there were two.

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