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03 [CH. 0175] - Equinox

  There are stories that never reach the lore of the Map. Not because they lack significance, but because they live too close to the heart. No archivist writes them. No bard sings them. They survive only in the quiet, where memory has no audience.

  Jericho was the one who told me this one. I had not asked for it, and I would have preferred not to know. No father wishes to learn the exact moment his daughter stepped beyond the dome of childhood. We tell ourselves they remain small for just a while longer. It is a gentle lie. An easy one. Ironic, as I never met her as one. Well, the book thief episode doesn’t count. I didn’t know it was her for a very, very long time.

  He was drunk when he spoke. Not the loud kind, not the careless kind. The kind that makes a person quieter, as if the drink has stripped away everything except the truth they have been trying not to say. His words were slow, willful, as if each one cost him a little more about what he had already lost.

  He sat there, shoulders drawn in, as though the room were colder than it was. His eyes stayed on the floor, or on the bottle, or anywhere except my face. And yet his voice did not waver. Only his hands betrayed him: they would close around the glass, release it, and close again, the way a man tries to hold on to something already lost.

  He spoke of Eura. Not as an alchemist speaks of his Dame. He spoke of her as someone who had loved and been loved in return.

  He never said the word “love.” He didn’t need to. I heard it in the pauses, in the way he searched for the right memories and feared them when they came. I heard it in the reverence of her name. In the ache of it.

  This was not the love of youth that fades like summer rain.

  This was the kind that leaves a mark.

  And I will admit this, though I speak it only here, only once: I understood him. Not because I approved. Not because I wished it. But because I recognised the wound. I saw in him Monica, how I stole Zora from her.

  Jericho had not recovered from Eura. He may never.

  The path from the Capitol to the Turtle District is not a long one for most. But Jericho said she had come from a cell where five steps were the longest distance she had been allowed while captive. From her sixteenth summer until her twenty-first, she lived in a space too small to lie down fully, too dark to know what happened outside the biggest door of Whitestone Palace.

  He did not describe the punishments outright. Only the marks they left. The way her skin looked thin where it should have been soft, the way her shoulders seemed to remember restraints even after they were gone. Hunger had carved her down to the essential shape of a person. Pain had taught her to move without flinching. "Pain is my blade." Was her motto.

  Her clothing was hardly clothing anymore, stiff cloth with dried blood and dust, torn where it no longer held to her body.

  And still, she walked.

  This was the part Jericho struggled to speak. She walked as if walking was the last thing she still owned. Step by step, past the gates, past the merchants, past the people who pretended not to see her. Six summers of silence behind her, and still she moved forward.

  She made it farther than anyone had a right to expect.

  He found her.

  Jericho never explained how. Monte District lies south of the Capitol, just past the Fisherman District, where the last of the houses thin into dry roads and low grass. It isn’t the kind of place one wanders into by accident. Yet he walked there as though he already knew exactly where to go.

  She was lying near the place where the road gives way to open ground. Her hair had dried to the colour of late-autumn leaves, and the freckles on her face were lost beneath a thin crust of blood and dust. The spell masking her features still dulled the lines of her face, as though it meant to erase her entirely.

  He stopped. Not simply because his mission demanded it, but because something in him recognised her before he understood how. As if his body remembered a moment his mind had not reached yet.

  When he told me this, he did not use the word love. He tried to frame it as instinct, responsibility, and familiarity. But his voice changed, and that was enough. There are tones a man cannot disguise.

  For Jericho, this was the first time he met her. He did not remember—not then—the girl of ten summers in a market stall, trying to buy trousers from a human intoxicated by faerie mushrooms, Humbert, yes, I remember him doing business with Claramae.

  Jericho did not know he was Eura’s first crush.

  He only knew that when he saw her again at twenty-one, wounded but alive, something in him had already chosen her. Even if the memory that explained it would only come later.

  He brought her to an inn on the south road, a quiet place with low beams and a fire that burned slowly. The innkeeper didn’t ask questions. Jericho didn’t offer any.

  He worked in silence. Warm water. Clean cloth. Slow hands. He coaxed broth past her lips, one spoon at a time. Wrapped her in a fresh shirt when the old one crumbled at the seams. She slept. Woke. Slept again. Days passed in the rhythm of breathing and mending.

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  The morning she spoke, her voice rasped like sand against stone.

  “Jericho?”

  He paused. The sound of his name pulled something inside him tight. He wasn’t smiling, not really, but the corners of his mouth had moved.

  “You never asked,” he said.

  She blinked, studying him through the haze of recovery. “You don’t remember me?”

  He glanced at the pendant at her throat—the small sun locked with the crescent moon.

  “Maybe not yet.”

  His thumb brushed the metal. “Alchemy?”

  “It changes my appearance. You gave it to me, remember? And a bamboo stick.”

  He nodded once, not asking more. “To mend what’s been done, I need to see.”

  “She turned me into a monster.”

  Jericho set the cloth aside and began unbuttoning his shirt. He didn’t make a speech of it. The fabric slid off his shoulders, and the light caught him clearly for the first time.

  The burn marked half his face and ran down his chest in uneven ridges, old and set deep. Across his back, pale scars curled in patterns that almost resembled petals and thorns.

  “They say it takes a monster to recognise another,” he said, not looking at her. “Though I don’t see one here. Just me.”

  Eura’s fingers found the pendant at her throat. She hesitated. Then she turned the gear—moon and sun slowly rotating apart with a soft click.

  The illusion lifted.

  Her hair shifted back to its diamond. The freckles dissolved from her skin, pale enough that the bruises stood out clearly. There was a dark swelling under her eye. The split along her lower lip. Her face was her own now. Tired. Thinner. Hurt. Broken. But hers.

  Jericho lowered his hands.

  “I’m still waiting.”

  She looked at him, breathing once, then again. “For what?”

  “You said there was a monster.”

  Eura’s gaze didn’t waver this time. “You promised me one, too. All I can see is you. A human.”

  She healed slowly. Food returned the shape to her shoulders. Stitches held where skin had been torn. The bruises faded one shade at a time. Jericho never rushed her. He let the days be quiet. Safe.

  There were evenings when they laughed, tired, surprised laughter that came from relief rather than joy. They shared stories they hadn’t planned to tell. Little hopes. Small futures. Things that felt possible in that room, even if nowhere else.

  That was how it happened.

  For Eura, it was the first time she wanted to be close to someone. The first kiss she reached for, not one taken or expected. The first love she chose.

  For Jericho, it was something harder. Every time she leaned toward him, something in him pulled away—not because he didn’t want her, but because he wanted her too much. He fought the urge to keep her there, away from Whitestone, away from Zora, away from the world that had already laid claim to her. Away from me.

  There were moments—quiet ones—when I think he nearly asked her to run with him.

  And moments when she might have said yes.

  Each day they spent together felt like a place set aside from the world. A room no one else could enter. She never looked at the scars he carried—the burns, the marks left by his own spells. She looked at the part of him that believed he could hold the universe together. The man who wanted to drive back the Nightmares. The one who believed the world could be set right.

  That was who she loved.

  And Jericho—by the stars, Jericho—he didn’t see it happening. Not at first. Not until it was already too deep. Not until love was something that existed quietly between them, in the small hours of the night, in the way she looked at him when she thought he wasn’t aware.

  I could not have imagined it then. The boy who was always three steps ahead of everyone else, the one with ink-stained fingers and too many ideas, the human boy who could cast spells and only get burned—falling in love with the Summerqueen. Falling in love with the Sun, who had burned him from head to toe.

  He told me all of this in my living room. Half drunk.

  The television was on, playing a football match no one was watching. The windows were open, and the city outside was loud, with steel against steel, car horns, and the endless electronic beeping of crosswalks and advertisements. Life was happening around us. Unbothered.

  Leaving her at the entrance to the Trial camp was the hardest thing he had ever done. Eura clung to his sleeve. “Come with me,” she asked.

  He shook his head.

  She tried again. “Please. Jaja and Lollie are inside. They’ll take you in. They’ll keep you safe. We’ll be safe.”

  He still said no.

  She asked a third time.

  He refused a third time.

  He didn’t explain.

  He turned. The gate shut. On the other side, the crowd burst into cheer, voices rising for spectacle, unaware of the Summerqueen who stood alone just a few steps away.

  When he came back to this timeline, he sat across from me, shoulders folded in, hands digging into his own sleeves.

  After he told me all of this, he reached into the pocket of his trousers. He tapped the screen once, then again, and turned the phone so I could see.

  Eura was asleep in the screen. Her hair had fallen across the pillow, still tangled from the days of recovery. The bruises were fading, but the cuts along her lip were still healing. Her face looked worn, thinner than it should have been for her age.

  “Is that her?” I asked. This was the first time I saw her so clearly, so real.

  He didn’t speak. He only nodded.

  I did not know how to feel. I was happy, and I was unbearably sad. She was beautiful. And I saw it—part of me in the cheekbone, in the slight lift of her brow.

  But the nose was Zora’s. Entirely.

  He put the phone back in his pocket. Neither of us commented on it.

  “Why didn’t you stay?” I asked him. “You could have taken her anywhere.”

  Jericho let out a breath that wasn’t quite a laugh. “I loved her. I still... And she loved me.” He looked away as if seeing her smile on a wall that wasn’t there. “When she laughed—really laughed—it was… it was like watching the sun take its first breath. It was the purest form of magic...”

  The room was quiet except for the TV buzzing in the background.

  “But she didn’t bloom,” he said at last.

  I blinked. “Excuse me?”

  “She never sprouted a golden lily,” Jericho said. “That’s how it works, isn’t it, Orlo?”

  He looked at me then — not for confirmation, but for contradiction. For a mercy I couldn’t give him. I didn’t answer. That was answer enough.

  He had held her. Loved her with everything that was left in him. Loved her like a man who already knew the ending. But he understood what the Hexe meant long before she did. He knew her heart was already turning toward something larger than both of them.

  A boy from the Fisherman District. One who will become the next Noctavia.

  Jericho had always known this story was never his to keep. And still — he loved her anyway.

  Because after all, this was always a love story that started on the Equinox.

  END OF THE WINGLESS PRINCESS by Edgar O. Duvencrune

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