The sweet pain withdrew like fog beneath a rising sun, yet within Aethyrael an echo remained — a whisper of the aether seeping through his runes, as if the fundamental force of the cosmos itself were observing this child. Interested. In the unknowing heir who stood between worlds. The garden seemed to breathe, its leaves rustling in a rhythm synchronous with his heartbeat, and the well, whose water now lay still, reflected the sky above: limbic moons in silent dance, relentless stars giving direction to chaos. Vaelthrys' gaze rested on him, waiting — as if she knew that this moment of calm was only the veil before the true storm. Aethyrael stood still, his trembling hands raised slightly above the hovering grimoires. Light and shadow still quarrelled, pulsing and pulling as if they had a life of their own. A playful giggling carried on the wind between the trees. Too bright for this world and too light for what he felt. Perhaps only imagination. He could not say with certainty — yet it sounded somehow malicious. The unassuming grimoire of Gravitation meanwhile traced its paths around him in quiet harmony, as if it had already found its orbit — and had nothing whatsoever to do with any of this.
"You look strained, little one," murmured Vaelthrys, her golden eyes gleaming behind narrow lids. "Surely you expected something other than this."
Yes, he thought — least of all did I expect the most beautiful place in the castle to share its first memory with pain. Or perhaps merely an unfortunate coincidence? Most certainly not.
Aethyrael turned slowly and cast Vaelthrys a questioning glance. He studied the dragon in elven form quite openly, with a smile that bore no trace of amusement. He attempted to read her posture and expression, yet the only thing Aethyrael could perceive was the playful look in her deep golden eyes. She was letting him dangle like a fish on a hook — and enjoying it. At least that was the impression she gave. Yet that impression could just as easily be deception, like the appearance of the garden when viewed from outside.
"I am savouring every breath — as one can plainly see," replied Aethyrael tartly.
Vaelthrys studied him and then inclined her head, as if listening not to him, but to something deeper that vibrated beneath his skin.
"Pain is no flaw," she said finally, calmly. "It is measure and guide at once."
"A measure of what?" His voice sounded firmer than he felt.
Vaelthrys' smile lost its edge for one fleeting heartbeat. Before she could answer, the air changed. Neither dramatically nor with thunder or light. But like a breath the garden itself was holding. The leaves fell silent. The well rippled once, as if an invisible hand had touched the surface. Even the malicious giggling lost itself in nothing — as if it had been startled. Aethyrael did not need to turn around. He knew who it was.
"Patience is a virtue, my star."
The voice was neither loud nor stern. It was simply there. Like light one does not notice as long as it still shines. Warmth settled over his back like a mantle of sunrays that did not burn, but reminded. The moons in the water of the well seemed to stand still for one heartbeat. Aethyrael closed his eyes for a moment before turning slowly. Aelthyria stood a few steps behind him — not appeared from nothing. Rather it felt as if she had been part of the garden the entire time. As if everything here had merely been waiting for the moment he perceived her. Her gaze fell on him — not probing, not stern. Attentive. Pride flickered within it, and she made no attempt to conceal it.
"I am learning to endure it," he replied dryly — though his voice carried a trace too much tension to sound entirely composed.
A visible smile settled on her lips. "You are."
With a casual gesture she raised her hand. Light and shadow came to an immediate standstill. The pulsing struggle between them lost its intensity, until the two grimoires resembled two quarrelling children suddenly reminded of their manners.
"Three affinities," she said calmly, stepping closer. "That is unusual. Even for those born as stars."
She laid a hand on his shoulder, and the restlessness within him — the pulling between light, shadow and gravitation — ebbed to a peaceful humming. Aethyrael felt the weight of the grimoires grow lighter, as if she were carrying part of the burden for him without taking the control from him.
"These two," she said calmly, "are not your beginning."
The light flickered indignantly. The shadows curled like offended smoke. Aethyrael raised an eyebrow.
"They seemed quite convinced of that."
"Conviction is no substitute for necessity." Her words were soft — and final.
"Light and darkness carry meaning. Yet meaning is no foundation." Her eyes glided to the unassuming grimoire still tracing its quiet orbit.
"Gravitation is."
Aethyrael followed her gaze. The book appeared almost modest between the dramatic flickering of the other two. Vaelthrys stepped half a pace back — not submission, rather making space. She turned to the three figures who had remained near the well. One brief gesture sufficed. Thalyra, Silvara and Ceryne rose silently in quiet harmony, inclined their heads respectfully and merged with the shadows of the garden. Even the puppet-like constructs in human form immediately interrupted every task or labour to which they were condemned, and disappeared with lowered gazes and submissive bearing into the depths of Moonshire.
Aelthyria smiled down at him with satisfaction. Both hands now rested with an iron grip on his shoulders. He asked himself wryly how far his feet would carry him should he attempt to flee now. The last remnant of childlike naivety speaking through him. She drew him possessively toward her — as if she had once again read his thoughts, or decided that holding alone was not enough. Her scent as always sweetish, with a note of herbs that wrapped his senses in a muffling mist. With a playful movement of her hand she indicated Light and Shadow.
"You have fulfilled your purpose."
It was no command. Rather an observation. Light and shadow responded immediately. The two grimoires flickered as if wishing to assert their existence. A pulling passed through the air — almost defiant. And yet the two works dissolved — not into dust, but into fine particles that sank like scattered luminescence between the trees. No resistance. No rebellion. Only the end of a waymarker. What remained was Gravitation. Unassuming, heavy and yet immovable. Aethyrael swallowed. The sweetish echo of the previous pain had not yet fully dissipated — and yet he knew instinctively that what would follow possessed a different quality. Deeper, more honest. And likely more memorable.
"Is it always like this?" he asked, without lifting his gaze from the book. "This… pain?"
"Only when one already carries more than raw force within," she answered calmly. "The ancient language tolerates neither carelessness nor weakness."
A brief shadow darted through his thoughts. The aether punishes ambition and recklessness then, he thought.
"The aether tests, makes its choice," she replied. "And it observes."
A pull ran through his cheek. The rune beneath his eye responded — not aggressively, but with anticipation. As if it had long since reached this verdict. Slowly he raised his head. For a moment their gazes met. And in that instant there was nothing strategic. No calculation. Aethyrael could feel in that fleeting moment a tiny fragment of her emotion. A fine crack in the otherwise flawless facade of his creator. Aelthyria was not regarding him as a tool. Not as an experiment. But as something she never wished to lose again.
His attention turned once more to the hovering grimoire of Gravitation. An enticing impulse radiated from the book like an invisible wave and brushed his senses. A bitter, metallic taste wetted his lips as he focused on the hovering pain tracing its paths before him.
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"Can you feel it?" asked Aelthyria quietly.
He nodded hesitantly. "It… waits."
"No." Her gaze grew a fraction more intense. "It acknowledges you."
He breathed in deeply, fingers spread slightly. Barely had he moved his hand toward the book when the ground beneath his feet began to deform faintly, as if the gravitation around him were listening to his will. Yet just before his fingertips had the chance to touch the cover, the sweet pain greeted him once more. As if he had burned his fingers like a foolish child. A brief, cutting pain. He clicked his tongue in displeasure and drew his hand back instinctively.
"You do not have to do this alone," she said finally.
He laughed quietly, incredulous. "I thought that was precisely the point."
"No." Her voice lost every trace of cosmic distance. "The point is that you learn you are not alone. Your childlike doubts end today where our pain unites."
That struck him unexpectedly — harder than any needle before it. His fingers moved. Hesitant this time not from defiance, but from awareness. As he touched the grimoire, her hand closed protectively around his — and the world he had known until then did not merely tear. It became pure, unfiltered pain. An impulse shot through his body — not one, but a thousand simultaneously. As if invisible threads were seizing every fibre of him and realigning it. His knees nearly gave way. Air became weight. Weight became pressure. Pressure became something threatening to detonate him from within. His bones vibrated, his skin stretched as if a second form lay beneath it trying to make space. The rune beneath his eye flared — not visible to others, but to him like a star trying to grow through flesh.
Aethyrael wished to scream, yet his lips remained silent. He pressed his teeth together — he would not break. In the next heartbeat he only wished to survive. Wished for it to stop, to end. Yet he quickly had to establish that he had opened a door that could no longer be closed. The runes whispered words to him. Old, heavy patterns that burrowed into his nerves like a thousand fine needles. The raw force of the aether flowed on relentlessly — not as heat, but as meaning. Signs he did not understand tore like sparks through his perception.
Gravitation was no force. It was relationship. And his body was not yet ready to fully comprehend that.
Blood seeped from his nose — a taste that reminded Aethyrael of the scent of his creator. Fine cracks drew themselves across his skin like shattering glass.
"Too much…" he pressed out — and for the first time his voice carried no irony. His knees nearly gave way. Not from weakness — from intensity. His body trembled as if trying to find a new orbit. He tried to keep his eyes open, stubbornly still directed forward. Toward the unassuming book — his greatest enemy and closest companion. Yet he could not. His perception played tricks he could not endure. A violet shimmer had settled over the garden. And not only that — he himself seemed to shimmer violet too. Paired with the bitter taste and the sweet pain that followed him like a faithful companion.
The pain reached its apex and held on without mercy. An endless moment. A journey without return. Aethyrael closed his eyes hoping to escape the inevitable — yet he was wrong. He felt a second aura push itself into the inner nexus of chaos rotating within him. Even with closed lids he could perceive a violet shimmer. Slowly, steadily, it grew unbearable.
"Have no fear, my child," whispered Aelthyria. "I am here… I will always be here."
He felt her breath. And beneath it — something older than pain itself. Steadfastness. As their thoughts touched, her grip became more of a firm embrace. As if she feared someone might tear the star from her. Her breathing changed. Barely audible — yet he noticed. She was not untouched. The storm raged on through his veins. Yet he was no longer alone at the centre of it.
And somewhere, beyond the garden, beyond the walls, a barely measurable impulse drew through the aether.
Interest — yet not in the grimoire. In the child who held. In the power that chose to stand with him.
Then — amid the violet shimmer — he heard it. Not with his ears, but deeper. In the runes themselves. In the space between his heartbeats. In the dim darkness that knew no boundaries.
The words barely more than a hiss from the shadows.
"Gravitation…" The voice was ancient, cold yet uncannily interested. "And Insight. You carry two of the old seals. Those we believed long lost." A cold, hungry desire resonated within it. "Seven for seven… a star for the void. You are more interesting than your creator suspects, little heir."
Before the aether could continue, Aethyrael's own runes interrupted. Not with fear — with contempt and wrath.
"You mock what you once feared. Remarkably shortsighted — yet that was always your weakness. Lesser entities remain lesser entities. Is that not so?" The voice within him was not his own. It was older than anything he knew — an echo from a time when neither matter nor aether held dominion. "We existed already when you were not even foreseen. Still like children who know no better. Soon you will be given direction once more. Do not concern yourselves."
The aether fell silent for one tiny, almost startled moment. Then it laughed quietly. A sound like the grinding of entire worlds. "Interesting… Then let us see how long you can cling to this fragile star before he falls into our hands."
And suddenly somewhere in the darkness he felt her. Aelthyria. Her presence was like a warm, iron anchor — possessive, desperate, furious. She was with him. She held him. Aethyrael was calm. He was no longer alone in this timeless dimension.
But the whisper of the aether laughed again — quieter this time, almost pitying. "She cannot hold you forever, star. Time… time is on our side."
Aethyrael laughed — loud, disrespectful and cynical, as he always did when threatened.
"Then perhaps you should learn to be punctual. I do not like to wait — and I have no time to spare. Least of all for nuisances such as yourselves."
From the depths of his mind a raw, ancient laughter rose — his own runes. A deep, appreciative rumbling that vibrated through his bones like applause from a long-forgotten age.
"Worthy," they whispered. "Finally worthy and unbroken."
The aether did not answer with words. It answered with pain. A brutal, white-hot bolt drove through every single rune as if wishing to tear the vessel apart. Aethyrael doubled over, teeth clenched, blood shooting from his nose and dropping onto the beautiful emerald floor of the garden. A screaming contrast — violet shimmer on soothing green.
The runes only laughed. "Laughable," they jeered. "A laughable attempt to break the vessel we have deemed worthy. Shortsighted as always."
The pain grew sharper still — yet simultaneously tore him from the timeless dimension. Suddenly it was over. Aethyrael stood in the garden again. The air smelled of blossoms and fresh grass. The grimoire of Gravitation hovered calmly and weightlessly before him, as if it had always belonged there. His runes hummed contentedly — a song of pain and connection. He did not know why, and the meaning behind it Aethyrael could grasp no better. One last gentle impulse from the voice of his rune brushed his consciousness.
Recognition resonated within it — and perhaps a little self-satisfaction:
"You have acquitted yourself remarkably well, Child of Ananke. Your creator deserves praise — she always had good eyes and the right instinct. Your wish is granted, the choice is yours. Yet take care, little star, not to overdo it. We know your talent for that." One last quiet laugh — then all was still. They had accepted it.
Aethyrael stumbled, his legs no longer willing to carry him. A bitter, dry smile drew across his lips.
"Well, well… this time it is not the blood of lesser mortals, but my own," he murmured. A jest to ward off the pain — before his legs finally refused their service.
The blood-red mist of the resonance acted like an invisible hand lifting him before he struck the marble of the garden. The warmth of Aelthyria's runes streamed into his body — healing, ordering, connecting. And yet the pain continued to gnaw at him, as if testing how much a star could truly endure. His eyes searched for Vaelthrys and found her a moment later. She studied him pensively, concern in her gaze. Yet he smiled at her as if nothing had happened — or at least gave every effort to make it appear so.
"As if I expected anything different," he said, casting her a meaningful glance. "And I suspect I am no longer alone in that," Aethyrael added in a murmur.
Vaelthrys stared at him and snorted. Then she rose with customary elegance from the wall of the well and knelt before him. Her golden eyes filled with kindness. She regarded him once more — as she had during the trial of the mortals. A smile lay on her lips, which lent the grotesque situation of contrasts a measure of its gravity back.
"Perceptive as always," she said, "and yet I must disagree, little one. Even if it is your own blood — the outfit still does not help."
Aelthyria laughed quietly: "Vaelthrys is right — blood does not suit you. But Gravitation… that does."
Aethyrael turned slowly — yet had to pause for a moment. His body was still numb from the experience. He had not even noticed that Aelthyria still held him in her iron grip — yet she permitted him this much. Just far enough that their gazes met. Her beautiful gown was stained with small splashes of his blood. Violet-shimmering red on midnight blue, azure-glowing runes of creative force dancing pulsingly in the background. Yet as enchanting as this sight might have been — when he saw her blood-wetted lips, his eyes widened. She too had been made to pay a price. Yet none of this seemed to disturb her in the slightest. Pride and joy lay hidden in her alert eyes.
Shared pain is half the pain. Mother, he thought, and smiled at her. He knew Aelthyria could hear his thoughts.
Her answer followed immediately — unmistakable in the depths of the tearing current flowing through his mind. A warmth and connection settling over his senses with an intensity he had never experienced before.
"No, my star," she answered lovingly, as her grip became more of a firm, intimate embrace. "This pain is what will connect us deeply — forever."
He could feel that he stood closer to his creator than before. She was right. The shared pain had forged a deeper connection. A bridge he had crossed without resistance. One that would always remain open between them.
Whether that might become his undoing — he could not say with certainty.
Irony of fate: that this connection promised him precisely that. The certainty of knowing what awaited him.

