Theo’s apartment was the sort of place that invited inspection. No stray shoes in the entryway, no dishes left in the sink, no mismatched mugs stacked in lazy towers beside the coffee machine. Even the air felt calibrated—an unremarkable seventy-two degrees, faintly scented by the citrus candle he let burn on weeknights. The bookshelf in the living room occupied a full wall and was organized not just by author, but by genre, subgenre, and—where applicable—country of original publication. It gave the impression of a man who believed life should be mapped, annotated, and above all, kept clean.

  He let himself in, toeing off his Oxfords and aligning them on the mat with a practiced flick. The city outside had the blue-and-orange glow of post-dusk, lights gathering in tight constellations on the horizon. In here, the only light came from recessed fixtures and the open laptop waiting on his dining table.

  Theo poured himself a glass of water, considered the bottle of Cognac beside the sink, and left it untouched. It was Wednesday, and he tried to avoid liquor on weeknights—a rule he broke regularly but tonight honored for reasons he couldn’t quite articulate. Maybe it was the way his mind replayed the lunch with Marcus and the others, or the way Elena’s question had lingered, like the aftertaste of something both sweet and slightly off.

  He set the glass down, opened his calendar app, and confirmed tomorrow’s meetings: sprint review at ten, DevOps check-in at two, bi-weekly call with the parents at eight. That last one came with its own kind of preparation. Not for the questions—those were always the same—but for the subtle negotiations of silence and subtext that had come to define every conversation since college.

  At seven fifty-eight, he clicked the Zoom link.

  The screen flickered, then resolved into the familiar grid: Linda Wilson, his mother, surrounded by the golden lamplight of the house he’d grown up in. Even pixelated, she looked composed and gentle, her silver-streaked curls pulled into a loose bun, the background cluttered with poetry anthologies and the framed print of “The Great Wave” she insisted was a family crest.

  “Theodore,” she said, her voice a melody even through cheap laptop speakers. “You’re early.”

  He smiled. “Force of habit. How was your day, Mom?”

  She sighed, theatrical but not entirely feigned. “The freshmen can’t parse a metaphor to save their lives. I assigned Plath and half the class is convinced she invented bees. How’s my favorite engineer?”

  “Still employed,” he said. “Still debugging other people’s mistakes.”

  She laughed, shaking her head. “You’re too generous, Theo. I doubt they’re all mistakes.”

  He shrugged, not disagreeing.

  She looked at him, really looked, and for a moment the screen felt porous. “You look tired, honey. Are you getting enough sleep?”

  “More or less.” He adjusted his chair, feeling the subtle tilt of the camera’s gaze. “How’s Dad?”

  She raised her eyes downward, as if James might ascend from the depths on cue. “Probably fixing the sump pump. He’s obsessed with the flooding in the basement, even though it hasn’t rained in a week.”

  Theo could hear the affection in her exasperation, the way annoyance curled into admiration over the years. “It’s a low-risk, high-reward scenario,” he said, mimicking his father’s cadence.

  Linda grinned. “That’s exactly what he said.”

  A notification flashed: “James Wilson has joined the call.”

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  There was the usual jostling, a brief struggle with the camera angle, then his father’s face appeared—angular, sun-browned, and topped with a precise cap of silver hair. James wore a collared shirt even after retirement, as if waiting to be called in for emergency bridge maintenance.

  “Theo,” he said, with a nod. “You look well.”

  “Thanks, Dad. So do you.”

  James leaned into the camera, squinting. “Is that a new shirt?”

  Theo glanced down. “No, just different lighting.”

  “Looks sharp,” James said, then shifted gears. “We got your message about the office expansion. Good for you. Means you’re indispensable.”

  Theo doubted this was true, but let it pass.

  Linda interjected, “I was just telling Theo about my metaphor-challenged students.”

  James gave a half-smile, as if metaphors were a kind of luxury he’d never quite understood. “Teach them to speak plain. The world runs better on clarity.”

  She shot him a look, half scold and half adoration. “And what about poetry, James?”

  He shrugged. “Engineers need poetry, too. But only in the manual.”

  Theo watched them volley, the easy rhythm of decades spent in tandem. It was both comforting and, lately, a bit foreign. He tried to remember the last time he’d seen them argue, really argue, and couldn’t.

  Linda turned back to him. “Have you been getting out at all, honey? Meeting anyone new?”

  Theo hesitated, not because he was hiding anything, but because the answer always disappointed her. “Work’s been busy. But I went to lunch with friends today.”

  “Anyone special?”

  He smiled, but kept it vague. “Just the usual crew.”

  His mother’s eyes softened, but there was a trace of something—concern, perhaps, or hope masquerading as patience. “You know you’re allowed to be a little reckless, right? Nobody ever wrote a poem about clean dishes.”

  James raised his glass, a half-joke but not entirely unserious: “Some people appreciate a tidy home, Linda.”

  She rolled her eyes but conceded the point. “I’m just saying, Theo. There’s more to life than order. Sometimes you have to let the mess in.”

  He heard her, he always heard her, but the words landed like a gentle tap on a bell that had been rung too many times.

  There was a sudden blur of motion behind Linda, and then a face appeared—tan, wind-flushed, framed by a disarray of sun-bleached hair.

  “Hey! Look who’s here,” his mother said, drawing the newcomer into the frame.

  Alex.

  Theo’s younger brother looked like he’d just stepped out of a Patagonia ad: athletic, unshaven, wearing a field shirt open over a faded band tee. He grinned, a flash of white teeth and easy warmth, and immediately took over the conversation.

  “Bro! Didn’t know you were calling in tonight. Mom, you told me it was Thursday.”

  Linda smiled. “It’s always Wednesday, dear. You just lose track.”

  Alex shrugged, unapologetic. “We’re three hours away and I rarely see him, sue me.” He leaned closer, peering at Theo’s face. “Dude, you look… professional. Still not wearing contacts, huh?”

  “They irritate my eyes,” Theo said.

  “You should try surgery. Changed my life.”

  James, clearly eager for a new topic, asked, “Did you tell your brother about the expedition, Alex?”

  Alex’s eyes lit up. “It was Amazing. You guys have to come next year. We tagged six black-masked finches and think we spotted a new hybrid near the river delta. Our guide almost got bit by a caiman but he wrestled it off, so he’s a local legend now.”

  Theo tried to imagine himself in the Amazon, boots muddy, shirt clinging to his back, and felt the scenario fray at the edges. He envied Alex’s easy translation of life into stories, the way he drew adventure out of every minor mishap.

  “Did you ever figure out that telemetry issue?” Theo asked, genuinely curious.

  Alex grinned. “Knew you’d ask. We ended up building our own rig out of drone parts and duct tape. Not pretty, but it works.”

  “Proud of you,” Theo said, and meant it.

  Linda beamed, drawing both sons into her orbit. “I have the handsomest, smartest boys in the world,” she declared. “I win.”

  James sipped his water, watching them, and nodded. “We did alright.”

  The call drifted for another twenty minutes, the conversation winding from fieldwork to local politics to the relative merits of homemade bread versus store-bought. The transitions were effortless, the rapport intact, but Theo couldn’t shake the sensation of being a step behind—a beat slow, as if playing catch-up in a song he used to know by heart.

  When the screen finally went dark, he sat for a moment, palms resting on the smooth surface of the table. The silence felt different this time—less like a respite, more like an absence. He looked at the shelves, the immaculate kitchen, the rows of shoes lined up like soldiers, and for a brief, embarrassing second, wished for a little mess.

  Instead, he closed the laptop, washed his water glass, and set it to dry with the others. Then he sat in the middle of the sofa, hands folded, watching the city lights flicker against the window. He stayed like that for a long time, wondering if the longing in his chest was homesickness, or something else entirely.