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CHAPTER 8: The World I Knew

  When I stepped out on the other side, I found the road that led toward the city center.

  The air had a different weight.

  It wasn’t the same air I remembered. There was a faint scent of rain even though the ground was dry. And the sky—despite the sun—looked paler, like something had drained the color out of it.

  For the first few minutes, I just walked, letting my senses adjust again to light, sound, the texture of the everyday.

  The pavement under my feet felt different—harder, rougher—

  or maybe it had always been that way.

  I stopped, drew a deep breath…

  and even breathing felt slightly more difficult.

  I crossed the commercial streets, passed my favorite ice cream shop—closed, like it refused to participate in the day—and kept going until I reached the library I used to visit as a kid. The lights inside were off, but I could make out the reflection of shelves like sleeping shadows behind the glass.

  The sign hung crooked, and for a second I could’ve sworn the letters shifted in front of my eyes.

  I blinked.

  They returned to normal.

  I kept walking, and with every step I got closer to the residential area.

  The place where nothing ever seemed to change.

  My footsteps echoed with a clarity they’d never had before, as if the air itself gathered them up and threw them back at me.

  There were no cars.

  No people.

  Shutters drawn. Flowers on balconies perfectly still. Even the wind seemed to move carefully.

  On the street where my house was, there was never anyone around at this time of day. Most of the neighbors were at work, and there hadn’t been many young people left here for a long time.

  My home sat beside the corner house—a low concrete wall that let you see the front garden. The bushes were in bloom, but the leaves trembled in an uneven way, as if the wind wasn’t entirely wind.

  I stopped at the wall.

  There was an echo in the air, like every object—the gate, the flowers, the windows—was waiting for me to take one more step so it could start moving again.

  A few meters past the wall was the house itself, identical to how I remembered it…

  almost.

  Something was off. A stillness that was too perfect. For a moment I had the unsettling feeling that if I stopped walking, the entire street would freeze with me.

  I swallowed.

  Everything looked the same.

  But it wasn’t.

  It was like the world had been copied from my memory, and somewhere in the process the smallest details got lost.

  That kind of emptiness—barely noticeable—disturbed me more than any monster in the forest ever had.

  As usual, no one was home.

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  I went inside, kicked off my shoes, left them by the door, and slipped into the soft slippers I wore around the house.

  The echo of my footsteps down the hallway felt louder than normal.

  The paint looked duller. Shadows deeper. The framed photos slightly more crooked than I remembered.

  I turned into the first door on the right and walked into the kitchen. I wanted something simple. Tangible. A snack. A glass. A routine that could hand me back normality.

  The clock above the fridge read 7:43 p.m. Its tick sounded uneven, like an indecisive heart.

  I drank a glass of apple juice, washed it, and put it back where it always went—

  though I hesitated for a second, unsure if that really was where it went.

  The sound of water hitting glass was sharper than it should’ve been. Almost musical. Like each drop had its own note. I watched it run, fascinated.

  The world was the same.

  But its rules had changed.

  I went back into the hall and counted doors under my breath until I found the third on the left—my room.

  It was exactly how I’d left it the day before. My parents hadn’t barged in. They never really did.

  My notes sat on the desk. A notebook lay open. And there was a cup of pencils I didn’t remember leaving there.

  It wasn’t a big deal.

  And yet it unsettled me.

  I wondered if objects could change when you change on the inside.

  I stepped closer to the notebook and ran my fingers over the paper.

  It was warm.

  Not like someone had touched it—

  like it had warmth of its own.

  The pencil resting on it rolled slowly toward me, then stopped right at the edge.

  I held my breath.

  Nothing else happened.

  But the message was clear.

  The world responded.

  I glanced at the wall clock: 7:50 p.m. I still had a couple hours before my parents came home from work.

  When they got back, I was usually locked in my room—studying or pretending to sleep.

  I wasn’t attending school in person, but I kept a heavy schedule through online classes. It was my last year before college, and I took a strange pride in my discipline.

  The problem was, my mind wasn’t here anymore.

  I wanted to learn everything I could about that other world: magic, Nebenbei, Mr. Toshihiro…

  and Akuma.

  As I replayed everything, a small pain pinched my chest.

  Thinking about Akuma was like thinking about a fire: the air changed, fear sparked—

  but so did something else.

  A strange, inward strength I didn’t understand.

  Maybe, I thought, that dark being wasn’t just an enemy.

  Maybe he was the reflection of something deeper inside me.

  I replayed my last conversation with Toshihiro. I still didn’t know what I’d learn next. He said it would be hard, and I believed him.

  But there was something bright inside me now.

  A cautious excitement.

  I walked to the window. From there I could see the whole neighborhood: quiet streets, the glow of house lights turning on one by one as people returned home.

  Everything looked normal—

  but the sky had a different depth now, and distant stars didn’t feel as mysterious as they had a few days ago.

  I rested my forehead against the glass.

  A faint jolt ran up the back of my neck, and I drifted into thoughts of what the next days would bring.

  Then I forced myself back to something practical.

  I put on my headphones, opened my laptop, and logged into my class portal.

  The glow of the screen gave me something familiar to hold onto.

  I pushed through the next two weeks of assignments, moving from task to task like someone trying to outrun an impossible thought.

  Formulas. Texts. Diagrams.

  All of it felt distant.

  For the first time in my life, human knowledge felt… insufficient.

  How was I supposed to study algebra after watching air and fire respond to a single word?

  Only the tightness in my neck and the ache in my back told me I’d reached the end of my study marathon.

  When I finally looked up, the digital clock in the corner of my screen read 2:03 a.m.

  My parents had probably been asleep for hours. And if they’d knocked, I hadn’t noticed.

  I shut the laptop and sat in the dimness for a moment, listening to the weak sound of wind slipping through the poorly sealed edges of the window.

  I changed slowly, pulling on my favorite pajamas, and climbed into bed with a sigh.

  I swear I’ll never understand people who hate a cold bed. That first touch—how the chill spreads across your skin, how it sharpens everything for a second—

  I’ve always found it comforting.

  I let my head sink into the pillow and stared up at the ceiling, pale in moonlight.

  The glow made an irregular line across it—

  almost like the symbol I’d seen on Mr. Toshihiro’s magic door.

  The image followed me for a few seconds. I closed my eyes, but the symbol still burned behind my eyelids, lit in impossible colors.

  Exhaustion took me, slowly and without mercy.

  When my alarm jolted me awake, it felt like only seconds had passed.

  I sat up fast, blinking, my mind still half-submerged between two worlds.

  Morning light spilled through the large window facing the backyard, washing everything in bright normality.

  And yet when I looked at my hands, I could’ve sworn—just for a moment—they still held a trace of Mizunkai.

  I pressed them to my chest like I could keep it there.

  Like I could store that borrowed energy deep inside my heart.

  And I knew—without proof, without words—that Mr. Toshihiro had been right.

  Nothing I learned would be anything like what I knew.

  And nothing I knew would ever feel the same again.

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