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CHAPTER ONE: Tear Apart My Heart

  Castrum

  Astralis Academy – Early Morning Hours - 3rd Quarter,

  2390

  Predawn

  bruises the sky a sickly blue when Varian Korvin steps into the

  courtyard, a tin cup of scalding black coffee burning warmth into his

  frozen hands. Frost clings to the ancient stone like a shroud, and

  the air carries that sterile cleanliness unique to graveyards and

  places built for sanctioned violence, silent, waiting, hungry.

  This

  is the last quiet hour the Academy grants before it grinds another

  day from its students' bones.

  No

  true sunlight yet, only a sullen ember glowing low on the horizon, as

  though the heavens themselves are being hammered awake on some

  distant anvil. Varian drinks the coffee black; sweetness is a lie no

  one here bothers to tell anymore. Bitter fuel for a bitter calling.

  Around

  him, the eldest trainees, twenty, twenty-one, eyes already hollowed

  into the flat stare of soldiers, drift through their morning rites

  like ghosts. A few jog laps in silence, breath pluming white. Others

  mutter doctrine under their breath, voices deadened by repetition.

  Two spar with wooden blades, the clicks sharp and mechanical, a

  funeral rhythm in the cold.

  These

  near-graduates need no barked orders, no threats. Discipline has been

  carved so deep it has become their skeleton.

  But

  the new ones? The children dragged in raw and still clinging to hope?

  They are the ones who shatter first.

  Varian

  allows himself the faintest twist of a smile against the rim of his

  cup.

  Today

  the remaking begins.

  He

  follows the worn stone path that rings the central grounds, his

  private ritual, a slow inspection of the beast's teeth before it

  feeds. Lanterns flicker to life along the walls. Instructors emerge

  from barracks, faces already set in the resigned masks they'll wear

  until nightfall. A few nod to him; he answers with a low murmur and

  keeps moving.

  Halfway

  along the path, a voice slices the frost.

  “Korvin.

  Up with the ghosts again, are you?”

  Instructor

  Malco Renn lumbers into step beside him, broad as a siege engine,

  balancing a stack of dog-eared manuals like an afterthought. His grin

  is thin, worn at the edges, one of the last scraps of warmth still

  eroding in this place.

  “Morning,

  Renn,” Varian says. “You plannin’ on breakin’ the new year in

  proper?”

  “I

  don’t break them,” Renn replies mildly. “I establish

  expectations.”

  Varian

  snorts. “Your expectations do just fine on their own.”

  Renn’s

  mouth twitches. “I’ll grant you that.”

  They

  walk on, passing a cluster of final-years hunched over ration rolls

  hard as tack, dissecting tactical theory with the flat pragmatism of

  youths who already taste real war on the wind.

  “You

  get a look at the aptitude scans for this batch?” Renn asks,

  lowering his voice. “Strongest cohort we’ve seen in years.

  Genuine standouts. Not the sort we have to dress up with kind words.”

  Varian

  arches a brow. “You say that every cycle.”

  “This

  time I’m standin’ by it.”

  Varian

  exhales into the cold, watching his breath die against the spires

  overhead as the first weak light bleeds across them. “Fresh

  meat always smells like promise.”

  “Right

  up until it starts screamin’,” Renn mutters.

  Varian’s

  faint smirk lingers. Renn is midway through griping about the new

  standardized cruelty metrics when Varian stops dead.

  A

  sound cuts clean through the courtyard. Not steel on steel. Not wood

  on wood.

  Flesh

  on bone. Hard. Repeated. Merciless.

  Crack.

  Crack. Crack.

  Renn

  breaks off mid-sentence. “What in the Gods’ name is that?”

  Varian

  tilts his head, listening as another barrage echoes off the

  frost-slick stones. He turns toward the source, boots scraping on

  gravel, coffee forgotten in his grip.

  At the shadowed far

  end of the grounds, where the last rags of night cling stubborn to

  the stone, stands one of the older hand-to-hand platforms, usually

  deserted this early. Students shun it before dawn: too cold, too

  isolated, too much like a forgotten grave.

  But

  tonight it has company.

  A

  small figure. A girl.

  She

  faces a modernized combat dummy, a hulking thing of composite

  plating, whirring joints, and sensor nodes that measure every flaw

  and punish every hesitation. It hisses faintly as it shifts, a caged

  beast on a leash.

  She

  strikes again.

  Crack.

  Even

  from across the courtyard, Varian spots the dark gleam of blood on

  her knuckles.

  She

  does not slow.

  Renn

  exhales beside him, a soft cloud in the frost. “Ah.

  That one.”

  Varian

  glances sideways. “You know her?”

  They

  draw closer, boots crunching on frozen gravel, breath fogging like

  ghosts fleeing the light. The cold seems sharper near the platform,

  as though the girl drags a private winter with her. She never glances

  up. Never registers their approach. She simply fights on.

  Up

  close, the ruin is plain: knuckles split and swelling, skin torn raw,

  thin crimson smears streaking the dummy’s impact plates. Her form

  carries no grace, no academy polish, only savage necessity, the kind

  hammered into those who learned young that mercy is a myth.

  Varian’s

  brow furrows. “She’s gonna grind her hands

  down to bone,” Varian says flatly.

  “She

  will,” Renn agrees. “Came in before first light. Hasn’t paused

  once.”

  He

  slips a creased file from his stack and flips it open, paper that

  smells of dust and old ink.

  “Lucille

  Domitian,” Renn reads. “Fifteen.”

  The

  name lands heavy, wrong.

  “…Domitian,”

  Varian repeats, the name sharpening in his mouth.

  “Orphan,”

  Renn says, softer now.

  Of

  course. No lineage. No patron House. No shield against the contempt

  that awaits. In the Praevectus hierarchy, orphans are the dregs,

  expendable meat fed to the machine. They climb only by splintering

  themselves until the Academy is forced to notice. Most simply vanish.

  Renn

  scans lower. “Combat aptitude’s

  exceptional,” Renn continues. “Reflexes test high across the

  board. Evaluators expect bladed specialization.” A pause.

  “Academics are… poor. Notes say she compensates with excessive

  effort.”

  Varian

  studies her now, unflinching. Small. Slight. Unremarkable in every

  visible way, except the relentless, grinding violence of her will.

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  Varian

  watches her strike again. “She ain’t trainin’.”

  Renn

  looks at him.

  “She’s

  survivin’,” Varian finishes.

  Lucille

  drives another blow. The dummy whirs, an arm lashing out. She blocks

  with her forearm, absorbing the full shock. She staggers, rights

  herself, steps back in, eyes flat, face a blank mask. No triumph. No

  fury. Only the dull, mechanical need of a child who knows rescue

  never comes.

  Renn

  snaps the file shut. “She’ll cripple herself

  before evaluations,” Renn says.

  “No,”

  Varian replies, voice low, certain. “She’ll cripple a hell of a

  lot more than that.”

  He

  watches her bleed for a future that will likely spit on her grave.

  Renn

  shifts his weight. “We should move. Classes’ll start soon. New

  blood’s on the way. Don’t need to be late.”

  Varian

  says nothing, coffee cooling untouched in his grip. He stands rigid,

  gaze locked on the girl as she batters the construct in her solitary

  war. Another crack. Another spinning counter. Another blow taken just

  to deliver her own. Blood paints the plates like desperate script.

  “She’s

  ruinin’ herself,” Varian says low. “Any instructor worth the

  title would shut this down.”

  “True

  enough,” Renn allows. “But she ain’t assigned yet. Not till the

  bell rings. And…” He pauses. “Orphans like her—if you stop

  ’em too early, some just fold. Let ’em grind themselves raw… at

  least they make it through the mornin’.”

  Varian’s

  jaw tightens.

  Renn

  lowers his voice further. “Varian. You step in now, we don’t help

  her. We brand her. Turn her into somethin’ the others stare at

  before she’s even stood her first line.”

  That

  lands. Varian knows the currency of weakness here: it buys only

  contempt.

  Lucille

  hammers another strike, breath ragged, frame trembling, yet she

  presses on, battling phantoms only she sees.

  Varian’s

  eyes narrow. Then, slowly, he nods. “You’re right.”

  Renn

  huffs, faintly amused. “Best enjoy it. Don’t come often.”

  Varian

  exhales, something too bitter for laughter. He steals one last,

  lingering look. She remains locked in her rhythm, bleeding, solitary.

  Never once lifts her head. The world could end at her back and she

  would not notice.

  “Let’s

  go.”

  Renn

  turns down the path. Varian hesitates the length of a single

  heartbeat, heavy, inevitable, before following. Their footsteps fade

  into the stone.

  Neither

  speaks.

  As

  they round the corner, the first true blade of sunlight slices across

  the grounds, gilding the spires in pale gold. But Lucille lingers in

  shadow, dwarfed by the machine’s bulk, still striking, still

  bleeding, still unseen.

  She

  never knows they watched. Never senses the moment two instructors

  almost intervened.

  And

  something cold and sharp coils beneath Varian’s ribs, an instinct,

  faint but insistent, warning that walking away from this orphan girl

  at dawn will echo through years to come, louder and bloodier than he

  can yet imagine.

  Period

  1: Advanced Hand-to-Hand Combat Training – 07:10

  The

  training hall buzzes with murmured voices as the eleventh-year cohort

  assembles beneath harsh overhead lights that bleach everything to

  bone-white. Yet Lucille slips through the glare as if the

  illumination itself recoils from her, shadows clinging stubborn to

  her narrow shoulders.

  She

  enters quiet, footsteps muffled, frame small and unassuming. Not

  early enough to draw notice, not late enough to invite punishment.

  Forgettable, save for the faint crimson seeping through the crude

  bandages wrapped tight around her fists.

  Twenty-five

  students fill the space. Lucille drifts to the middle row and folds

  into her seat like something collapsing under its own weight, knees

  pulled high, one foot tucked beneath her, the other toe barely

  grazing the floor, as though bracing against the pull of the earth

  itself.

  Cain

  Aurellius waits beside her, chair shoved close enough to touch, a

  silent bulwark against the room.

  He

  reaches for her hands at once, worry carving sharp lines across his

  young face. “Lucy… gods above.”

  He lifts her left carefully, as though it might shatter. “What

  in the hell did you do to yourself?”

  The

  right is already bound, but blood ghosts through the gauze in pale

  pink blooms.

  He

  frowns deeper as he sees the blood. “I told you, told you plain, to

  wake me if you went out early.” A quieter edge slips in. “I

  could’ve watched you. Or at least stopped you ‘fore you tore

  yourself open again.”

  Lucille

  shrugs, a motion so slight it barely disturbs the air. “Fine,”

  she rasps, voice scraped raw from silence. “Just stings.”

  “Stings,”

  Cain repeats, disbelief sharp. “You’re bleedin’ through two

  wraps.”

  She

  offers nothing more. Pain is old company, reliable, private, hers.

  Behind

  them, chairs scrape like claws on stone.

  Seraphine

  Veyra leans forward, tall and razor-sharp, platinum hair catching the

  light like polished steel. Flanking her: Dacien Voltur, perpetual

  smirk carved deep, and Caius Verran, broad and brooding, arms folded

  in slow contempt.

  They

  loom like carrion birds over something small and half-dead.

  “Well

  now,” Seraphine drawls, smooth as oil. “Looks like the stray’s

  already spillin’ red. Didn’t even last till breakfast.”

  Dacien

  chuckles. “Cain, why waste your time? Train with folks who actually

  matter.”

  Caius’

  voice is slower, heavier. “She’ll drag you down, Aurellius.

  Nobles keep noble company. Orphans…”

  A pause, deliberate.

  “…crawl back where they belong.”

  Lucille

  stiffens, curling tighter into herself. She says nothing while Cain

  binds her hand, jaw clenched hard enough to crack.

  “Shut

  it,” Cain growls without turning.

  Seraphine

  arches a perfect brow. “Touchy.”

  “Playin’

  hero for a Domitian,” Dacien says. “That’s just sad.”

  A

  shuddering breath escapes Lucille, not fear, something colder, older.

  A snarl coils behind her teeth, but she keeps her eyes fixed on her

  lap.

  Domitian.

  Orphan. Nothing.

  Cain

  squeezes her newly wrapped hand, gentle. “Don’t

  listen to ‘em. Just noise.”

  She

  doesn’t reply. Kindness is brittle; it snaps under weight.

  She

  watches fresh blood bloom slow and patient through the gauze,

  inevitable as dawn.

  The

  air shifts, thickens, when Instructor Manius Veyron strides in.

  He

  moves like contained thunder: broad, scarred knuckles, dark hair

  bound severe. The room hushes at his presence. Even the vultures

  straighten.

  He

  drops a stack of datapads with a thud. The holographic board flares

  cold blue behind him.

  “Morning.”

  Manius’ voice settles the room like a dropped weight. “I’m

  Instructor Manius Veyron. You’ll learn advanced close-quarters.

  Hand-to-hand. Grappling. Controlled neutralization.”

  His

  gaze sweeps them, lingering a fraction on Lucille’s bandages. No

  remark.

  “Expect

  effort. Discipline. Obedience.” A beat. “Fail any of those, and

  you fail yourselves.”

  Throats

  tighten. Spines snap straighter.

  Lucille

  sits stone-still, shoulders drawn in. Cain’s chair brushes hers,

  ready.

  Manius

  taps the board. Text etches itself in clinical white.

  “This

  course is practical. If you came to hide, leave.”

  A

  few clutch datapads tighter. Seraphine lifts her chin, eager.

  Lucille

  keeps her bandaged hands folded, stark against gray uniform.

  “Warm-up.

  Stand.”

  Chairs

  scrape. Bodies rise.

  Lucille

  follows slower, masking the flare of pain in her fingers. Cain edges

  closer, quiet shield.

  Manius

  raises his arms. “Form One. Ready?”

  “Ready,”

  the class answers.

  Lucille

  moves. Fists cut air with grim precision despite the burn. Cain

  mirrors flawless. Seraphine flows like sculpted ice. Dacien stomps.

  Caius watches Lucille, waiting for fracture.

  Manius

  sees all.

  “Again.”

  “Faster.”

  “Control

  your stance.”

  Lucille

  obeys. Forces her body through agony, through the hollow ache in her

  gut. For one breath, the motion steadies her. Here, at least, she

  belongs.

  Manius

  claps, sharp as gunfire. “Enough. Pair up. Light contact.”

  He

  scans. “Cain. Dacien. Front.”

  Cain

  strides forward, easy grace. Dacien follows, bravado thinning.

  They

  circle. Begin.

  Cain

  dismantles him in moments, clean, merciless efficiency. Dacien hits

  the mat hard.

  Manius

  nods. “Return.”

  Barely

  a pause.

  “Lucille.

  Seraphine.”

  Lucille

  steps forward, jaw locked. Seraphine approaches with lethal poise.

  “Begin.”

  Seraphine

  strikes first, shoulder, ribs, textbook cruelty.

  Pain

  flares white-hot.

  Lucille

  absorbs it.

  Something

  inside her snaps taut, then unleashes.

  She

  surges, feral shadow, faster than training should allow. Seraphine

  blocks once, misses the second. Lucille breaches guard, drives her

  back, sends her crashing to the mat.

  Hard.

  Lucille

  looms above, chest heaving, eyes wild, but she halts. Trembles with

  the effort of restraint.

  Manius

  intervenes. “Good. Both of you.” He hauls Seraphine up, checks

  balance, then faces Lucille. “Control is strength. Remember that.”

  Lucille

  nods once.

  She

  retreats.

  Seraphine

  follows moments later, jaw clenched, pride bleeding.

  Dacien

  snorts. “Laid out cold, Veyra.”

  Caius

  smirks. “Need a medic for that ego?”

  Seraphine

  sinks into her seat, fury simmering beneath regal mask.

  Manius

  clears his throat. Silence falls like a blade.

  Lucille

  reaches her chair. Catches Cain’s expression, soft pride, warmth

  rare as mercy.

  “Well

  done,” he whispers. “Never doubted you.”

  Praise

  lands strange, heavier than blows. She manages a tiny nod.

  His

  smile lingers.

  The

  class watches her now, not with scorn. With wary respect.

  Manius

  cycles through pairs. Bodies thud against mats. Sweat thickens the

  air.

  Finally:

  “Sit.”

  The

  room settles.

  “This

  is advanced training. Fundamentals are insufficient.” A pause.

  “Mastery is not.”

  He

  gestures. “Up.”

  They

  rise.

  “Real

  combat is leverage. Displacement. Neutralization.”

  He

  calls, “Caius. Hold.”

  Caius

  grips solid. Manius shifts, weight, angle, momentum. Caius crashes

  down.

  “Strength

  fails,” Manius says calmly. “Technique endures.”

  He

  demonstrates again on the girls, Seraphine first, then Lucille at the

  edge, turning size against attacker.

  “Pair

  up.”

  Lucille

  faces a taller noble. The girl charges. Lucille redirects, nearly

  forces a kneel, steadies her instead.

  Manius

  steps close. “Good. Efficiency over force.”

  She

  nods.

  He

  circles, corrects others, “Lower stance.” “Time it.” “Don’t

  muscle through.” But returns to her.

  “Domitian.”

  She

  freezes.

  “Favor

  the left ‘til it scabs,” Manius instructs, adjusting her elbow.

  “Let your feet do the work.”

  “Yes,

  sir.”

  He

  moves on.

  Lucille

  exhales. Continues.

  Cain

  catches her eye across the mats, offers a small conspiratorial grin.

  She

  steadies.

  The

  hall fills with grunts, thuds, labored breath. Manius’ voice cuts

  clean, forging them into weapons the Praevectus will wield without

  remorse.

  And

  Lucille, quiet, bleeding, alone, pushes through every motion.

  She

  has no choice.

  She

  has nothing else.

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